danielleiman

ok so I sing and have been doing so since young lessons classical music to jazz to r & b , pop you name it i love all sorts of music and I want to be serious with my artistry when i was in hs i was forced to go to a school majoring in health professions when i really wanted to study singing and all the arts im the black sheep of my family to make it simple
everyones a professor or a nurse and even though my singing was loved the idea of really taking it seriously was shunned and pushed aside for a long time..still is honestly
and as i went into college it was the same thing until i got bold enough to call that quits
i feel like I missed out a lot not being in a musical environment
my dad always told me to write so i will have music but in hs i got depressed threw out everything and stopped writing
now i hate what i write
i think i suck i wanna make my own music but idek where to begin i feel so idle
its like you need connections(or maybe not) in this world to do this kind of stuff but idek how to get started
i decided i will teach myself how to make beats but even then im having a problem and its not that I cant learn im pretty good and teachings myself things i just feel so lost and dont know what to do what kind of artist i am
i wanna get the ball rolling but idk how and i live in nyc i feel like there is no reason things are this way
im just looking for a little advice from people other than the ones around me who dont seem to help or know how to