samba

Hello musicians, today I am still troubled with music, but this time it's more paradoxical than I thought.
There is so much wonderful music in the world, and I feel a guilt not being able to create the same type of music I love and adore.
I am bothered by how many instruments sound so beautiful, yet I can't play them all.

I've played the piano for 6 years, but I've lost the passion, now I am interested in medieval music, strings, violas, violins, cellos and lutes, mandolins and guitars, but so much sounds so nice.
Classical music, instrumentals, movie soundtracks... I just simply prefer those instead of music with lyrics, just my personal preference.

I am bothered by the fact that I can't the make the type of music I enjoy.
How can I live with that?

I don't know anymore which instrument will fit and I love the most, things are confusing... I would be grateful for any kind of help, thanks!