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Ripples of energy flowing in me from an outer source
pinned down, not showing any remorse
inner shocks that shake my foundation
eccepting my control over this station
no way of standing from this onslaught
like fishes in a net i have been caught
ripped apart body and soul
only to surrender, to cry out for more
a frenzied attack, only now i am released
the buckles broken taking a demorilising defeat.

Now broken laying on the floor
only to be touched when one wants more
no words of wisdom comes to mind
fear taking a hold, going in blind.
Surrender to a will of another
to submit to the pain
to be used and abused like no other
having one of life's little luxury's again and again.

Sleeping with barbed wire
cutting me deep
rolling back my skin
cooling me in the summer's heat.