Today wasn't a very good day for me. In case you've managed to stave off the urge to snore long enoughto read through one of my posts, then you'll know that I'm currently starting in a new school. I have a few friends there, and I was hoping I could join their group and have some decent school friends for once. The trouble is, I don't really like the people they hang with. They're really loud, goofy and immature (which is exactly what some of my last friends who I secretly hated were like) and they don't seem to acknowledge my existence. Also, they're nearly all boys, and I suck at getting along with other men, especially when they're already in their own little enclave with their own little cliques and bonds with no time for newbs. My supposed friends also seem to give me barely any attention as well, which is making me consider just how friendly I really am with them. Sorry to go depressed teenager on you all, but sometimes you just need something to open yourself up to.
But it's not all bad news, I guess. Maths and History look to be two very boring subjects, but I have really high hopes for English. There's a kid in my form who seems like a really nice guy, and on the induction day I got on really well with his friends, so I might try and go around with them tomorrow. I also caught up with a girl who I haven't spoken to in... 6 years? Something like that. She used to be my mom's favourite little girl in my old school class until she went to secondary school and started doing wild things and smoking, but i've always liked her and thought it was a shame I kind of lost my friendship with her. It was really nice to talk to her again.
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