muleonmushrooms

every time i take action to get better my life, outside forces come in and seem to send my life spinning out of control again.

this cycle has repeated itself many times over the past few years, and i have learned to except it, however, dealing with it is far less easy.

no matter what i do to improve my life, it only seem to get worse. any advice?

PS- most recently i have stopped doing drugs (all but alcohol) and regardless, no drug makes it better, it merely relieves the stress temporarily. so don't tell me to smoke a bowl and relax.

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