I know we are trying to stray away from drugs, but getting an evaluation from a shrink might not hurt. You might have mild depression, ocd or some type of impairment thats preventing you from thinking rationally, you'd have to be a lab rat for a few weeks while they try various medications but it might work.
Chances are, if you were a serious drug addict before, your brain simply doesn't know how to make endorphines on its own because you already fried your pleasure senses.
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