toosik

I.was looking at my life thinking what sh.it I've made of it,
Would it have been this way if i had not sniffed or blazed a spliff ,
Couldn't help thinking that for each spliff I've paid for it,
for over ten years i just cotched, sniffed, and raved a bit.
I was a major prick, if she got my cock stiff i laid the bitch,
Pills were my favourite, id just drop six for the sake of it,
I lived through my twenties but i botched it, I wasted it,
Oh snip the clock ticks, its time i gave a sh.it.
But then i met Kim, and in her eyes was an epiphany,
My old life was history when i stepped in and kissed her cheek,
i admit i missed some sleep, daydreamed of her lips for weeks,
Told myself that's it for me, im a changed man like literally,
That's my litany, she fits with me like symphony,
i said Kimberly move in with me, but inwardly my limbs were weak.
I saw her dimples tweak, my heart skipped a single beat,
She smiled and said yes to me, my life no longer incomplete.
Its been so sweet, and now we've got a daughter too,
It changed everything, didn't know half of what i thought i knew,
My daughter grew, hearing impaired but she showed fortitude,
So perfect, is it really part of me that im talking to.
I love you Lilly, and i adore Kim too,
but you deserve better, at night i keep snoring through,
And i go out drawing zutes when i should be supporting you.