I know and this may sound cheesy but i just want her to be truly happy with who she is marrying and it's also cause i lived with this girl and i loved her very much so it's a bit hard for me to accept she is going to be officially married and she's gonna be some dude's wife..
But like i said i don't really want her back but that doesn't stop from being a little sad and wondering "What if"
I'll get over it but i wish she was marrying someone she was crazy about.
It is unnecessary stress as you mentioned but i just can't say "**** it!" and turn off my feelings, no i have to pound them with logic and keep pounding until eventually im alright.
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