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Originally Posted by John Wilkes Booth
ok fair enough. i assume you're referring to when i asked you that **** about being a republican and then said so in the thread later on? cause that's the only time i recall talking about a pm i sent you
Anyway like i said i apologize for making you uncomfortable and i will avoid asking you about yourself in the future
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It's not that you ask me questions it's your motive behind them. You want to dissect me. I can tell by your wording and phrasing and that you really don't have a particular question. I am used to being treated as a curiosity as an ex cult member. And I usually answer these questions graciously because I understand it's a rarity to find one that isn't on the History Channel or written a tell all book that is open to talking. The ****ing grievous reality of it is brother, you are never out of one. Never. No matter how much you think you are etc. You know little to **** all about the infrastructure behind a cult how it is set up ect. And there are certain things that I have kept inside myself for 13 + years that not even someone ****ing me on the regular knows. That's because it's my private hell. And it should be treated with reverence and respect, not to be ogled like a two headed pig in a jar. If your conversational skills had a quid pro quo like quality attached to them you and I could engage in a dialogue rather then me feeling like I am being interrogated you would find my discomfort with you might ease. If this explanation was to long winded for you think of it this way... It's like you are demanding a reach around and not buying me dinner first. A touch of class bro a touch of class.