tfw you really need to cut down on your drinking because you're starting to notice everything you were warned about by every doctor you've ever seen about your mental status and you're definitely not ready for full-blown schizophrenia.
tfw you're at work and literally start laughing at nothing several times a day and everyone who once knew you as a stoic really thinks you've gone off the deep end
tfw you actually can't regulate the majority of your emotions so you're basically an emotional kaleidoscope and when you speak you feel like you echo, and you don't like the way some people look at you when you're speaking
they know
especially one person in particular with the very strangest eyes you've ever seen in your life
they know
tfw you've had to deal with a low buzzing/static noise in your head all day and don't know where it came from or why it's there
ugh
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