Originally Posted by Ki

Because you're alone and have nothing to show for any (if at all) of the successes you've had in life, so the way you defend yourself in times of need is by looking at threads in online forums full of people that don't know anything about each other outside of the forum only to make yourself feel a little bit of self worth in order to keep the knife on the side of your bed from the temptation that you have on the daily basis to stick it right in your chest to end your pathetic life that you try to get away from on a daily basis.