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Originally Posted by Mindfulness
^ i agree.
im an alcoholic, so when there is no weed (which i can control), my mind goes towards alcohol(which i cannot control) and how to get it :/
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I feel you. Every two days I generally wake up with the intention of not buying booze that day, or at least thinking that I might not buy booze, but then I go to work and even before the day starts sucking I just totally lose that mindset and devolve to planning to buy booze after work. Like, it's not even a struggle, just an unconscious change in mindset.