Originally Posted by Lucem Ferre

It's a long ass story. Basically ranted on Facebook calling all of my friends trash because I felt like nobody was there for me and I didn't feel like I could trust anybody. Mostly was my bipolar mania. Partially because I keep dealing with memories that I don't want to remember and holding on to this deep rooted hatred of my dad. And also the fact that I was stupid enough not to take everybody's advice of ditching my sociopath friend that lied about the stalker.

There's too much going on to really explain everything. But at least I didn't hurt myself or push shopping carts into on coming traffic or some stupid **** like that this time.