Suicide is a big ordeal. If you’re the sort who’s not going to **** around with spur of the moment half ass attempts I think one of the dangers of antidepressants is that when you transition from the complete apathy of a certain brand of depression to getting some zeal back it’s possible that the first thing you’re going to do now that you have the gumption to do anything is to off yourself. To be really sure you don’t **** it up takes some planning and follow through. Americans have the advantage of easy access to guns but keeping a sure hand through the pulling of the trigger will take some sincere effort. I read that even if you successfully blow your brain stem out of your head completely it still takes about ninety seconds to die. Maybe you’re out instantly or maybe those ninety seconds crawl. And God help you if you twitch and give yourself a lobotomy.
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