Agony [revised version if anyone cares]
Agony
its taking away the best of me
Throwing me away
No knife across my wrist
just plain old pain i know Your
Beautiful
I saw the day I met you I would
fall for you
But maybe not today
I see it clearly now
Don't want what i can have
I see it clearly now
What stands in front of me
Agony
its ripping apart me
Leaving chills across my spine
Throwing me into the pits of hell This
Jealousy
why does it still exist?
I see your name possessive and
insane I am
Therapy
am I disturbed or just insane
just tell me now
the anger, death, and lust will stay but
Agony is able to decide
I'm just not worth it anymore
Broken beyond reason beyond
any possible stability
She loves me still and yet he
Loves me still
but I hate myself still
So where can I now turn?
Drown the flesh in water so the devils finally die
Agony
stay the hell away from me
Let the drugs the knife, the drinks still come
Leave me to my pain and all its f***ing side effects
Taking me away, you can
save me from the pain it brings
save me from the death it brings
save me from this Agony
your saving cup can do it all my pastor says
Agony is able to decide
Agony is able to decide
Agony is able to decide that I'm not worth it anymore
Broken beyond reason beyond pain
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