sorry, i meant to say something but changed my mind, took care of it...
what made me even more sad was the reaction of my family when my sister left work ( she works in my family's firm ) to come to where i am at the moment to see her...they were really pissed, they think junkies are human garbage and don't deserve attention, my sister and i were really hurt and angry about that, it was really insensitive, the lack of sympathy for another human being , and from the members of your own family...it made me sad...( man, now i've started to talk about my sh.it, and i was trying to avoid doing that on this forum...it is a music forum after all...but you asked for it..
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