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Old 09-24-2009, 05:20 AM   #199 (permalink)
chard
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Default enemy within

Turn a torch on in the darkness so i may see,
give me light i need light or better still rescue me.
I'm walking blind without an aid,
my vision is impaired come without delay
I am truley sorry i disobeyed, because now iv'e lost my way.

I thought that i could achieve this on my own,
it never occured to me, that i would have no signal on my phone.
Now i am wishing that i had listened to you
now being stuck in here without a torch and a clue.

I know that your coming it was one of your plans,
from now on i promise i will follow your commands.
But first you need to find me, and find me fast,
i am having breathing difficulties, i'm not going to last.
I'm feeling ashamed that this has happened to me,
that i never listened and that i never believed.

So i wait here with 101 thoughts,
can't go forward and i'm getting distraught.
I'm better than this i don't want to die this way,
not that any way is better, what can i say.

My friends and fam-ily must now be at -their wits end,
i never left a note, i just packed and went.
though i nev-er packed very well,
i haven't got a torch, and i'm slipping into hell.

I am losing my voice iv'e been shouting so loud,
come find me i am now, not so proud.
If this is written and its my final chapter,
then someone below is full of laughter.
Now i am tired i am falling asleep
with tears falling down my cheek.

Now the curtain is closing, only now i know what i have done,
wasteing my life away believing i'm number 1.
All those challenges that i have crossed over,
now all alone i die without the love from my brothers.
The answer i never wanted to hear,
now my 101 thoughts have almost disapeared.
Slipping away from conciousness,
another lost soul heading out west.
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