Well, this one is about the struggle between one's past and present, about someone being a new person with his old self haunting him. This is based on a personal experience
Part Of Me
What are you doing here?
You poor excuse for a soul!
I will never forgive for your sins
So be gone...
You're the one who made me ill
Why are you here
I don't want to see you
You're the rope around my neck
I know I can't breathe because of you
I want to leave you behind
but you hold me down
What are you doing here?
You're everything that I fear
Can't you understand
That I don't want to be you
I still hear you calling me
And I can't understand why you still hold me down
You are part of me but I cannot forgive you
And I can't explain what I feel...
I don't want to be alone
But I don't want to lie here beside you
You're the thorn inside my hart
I feel that I'm fading behind you
I want to leave you behind
but you hold me down
What are you doing here?
You poor excuse for a soul!
I will never forgive for your sins
So be gone...
as for the recording, this was, as all of my songs, recorded in my dorm room, and the vocalist was totally unprepared, so the recording quality is very poor and there's some off key singing, but it should give you clear enough picture to see how the song would actually sound like if I had money to finance a better recording environment....
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