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Zum Henker Defätist!!
Join Date: Jan 2011
Location: Beating GNR at DDR and keying Axl's new car
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I honestly don't know what to say about all these deaths in your family, which is why I've remained silent the last couple days. I didn't want to say something meaningless and trite, but I can't just say nothing forever, so I'll just say that I hope everything gets better. I've never had a family member die so I can't truly empathize, but I still don't like it when my friends are hurting.
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Join Date: Apr 2013
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Charles, this is the worst year of my life.
I can't begin to tell you how surreal, numbing, strange it is. Its the overwhelming guilt the could have, would haves, the emtional pain. I dunno honestly how I havent gone off the deep end other than at 32 aint nobody got time for dat. Thank you for that btw bro. Thank you Plank brother you've always been so kind and good to me. Side note my assistant just put in her 2 weeks today. Guess that slayer concert was that good.
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Why guilt?
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For having to work through my half sisters funeral instead of being there. Not doing enough, or saying I love you enough. For not being geographically closer for my remaining family.
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You never say what you want to family. Unless you're in a TV show and have one of those "moments" that even most people in TV don't have, you just aren't going to say what you want to say to your family. And you've already given all the reasons why you couldn't be at her funeral. Would she have wanted you to quit your job, lose your income, and become homeless just to be at her funeral when you could mourn her loss just as easily anywhere else?
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I am sure she knew you loved her.
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Yea mourn her loss in my backstock room.
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You can feel ****ty anywhere.
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Yeah, why not? You can mourn her anywhere you please.
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Fame, fortune, power, titties. People say these are the most crucial things in life, but you can have a pocket full o' gold and it doesn't mean sh*t if you don't have someone to share that gold with. Seems simple. Yet it's an important lesson to learn. Even lone wolves run in packs sometimes. Quote:
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Trollheart Update: He hasn't been seen on whatsapp since 1.20.16. And still no answer.
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