that's true but we didn't know about your work situation until you talked about it in that rant.

Did you want us to be mind readers and know that you were getting **** on by your job that way? I feel bad that they were just piling on more **** unto you and you are already so low at this point in time. It is like kicking you while you are down.

I do truly feel sorry for you.

No Dre Ive said these things before and was told to stay outta the political threads if my feelings were gonna get hurt. The only thing I didnt mention is my half sister and we only just buried her yesterday....Check my Mb wall and tell me ppl didn't know.

Also Dre the work thing happened yesterday I vented it after I got home.I didnt need to tell you guys because up intil yesterday I didnt have too big an issue but yesterday eas unacceptable.

Also Dre you and Clancy were the only ppl I told on Friday what happened.Because Im insane for privacy and exsploded because thats pent up emtions from being strong or keeping my feelings inward.

Stay strong, Oracle. I'm sending you all the good mojo I got.

Sorry, but it can be hard to tell when you're ranting and when you're having legitimate troubles. Like you said, you're private, so I don't want you to think that we (I) are (was) being a legitimate dick. I just didn't know how much **** you were going through.

I honestly don't know what to say about all these deaths in your family, which is why I've remained silent the last couple days. I didn't want to say something meaningless and trite, but I can't just say nothing forever, so I'll just say that I hope everything gets better. I've never had a family member die so I can't truly empathize, but I still don't like it when my friends are hurting.

Charles, this is the worst year of my life.
I can't begin to tell you how surreal, numbing, strange it is. Its the overwhelming guilt the could have, would haves, the emtional pain. I dunno honestly how I havent gone off the deep end other than at 32 aint nobody got time for dat. Thank you for that btw bro.

Thank you Plank brother you've always been so kind and good to me.

Side note my assistant just put in her 2 weeks today. Guess that slayer concert was that good.

Why guilt?

For having to work through my half sisters funeral instead of being there. Not doing enough, or saying I love you enough. For not being geographically closer for my remaining family.

You never say what you want to family. Unless you're in a TV show and have one of those "moments" that even most people in TV don't have, you just aren't going to say what you want to say to your family. And you've already given all the reasons why you couldn't be at her funeral. Would she have wanted you to quit your job, lose your income, and become homeless just to be at her funeral when you could mourn her loss just as easily anywhere else?