You look busy.

Hey, I found a seemingly cool show to go to. What you doin?

I don't mean to come off like a razor, but you don't seem very happy with your life right now.

People where you live think you're a pedophile because you can't control yourself when you're drunk. Maybe you should reevaluate how you think about living.

that has less to do with my outlook on life than it does with the fact that i don't have anyone to share it with.

they can think what they want, i know what i am and that's not a pedophile. I like curvy women with big hairy bushes and cute smiles.

This is exactly why what you said is completely wrong. You're in complete denial and trying to justify it.

Why does life need to have a meaning? I have no problem accepting that we're all here through the randomness of chaos.

does randomness exist though

Yes.

you never know. There's a lot of fancy mumbo jumbo saying it doesn't