Great video series, I've seen a couple of their interviews.

I changed it to plural because I'm not only talking about you.

I do not understand the situation you are describing so can you please be more clear cause I just broke my brain reading your post like four times?

Same. Positive support makes me feel awkward. It's actually more isolating than banter and trash talk.

That's your experience and that's fine but that is not how everyone feels so no abuse in the mental health thread is a rule I won't bend.

Stop gatekeeping being crazy. You are not the only crazy person here and not the only one who has their ways of dealing with it. I am not talking to you, I am talking to someone who's just made it clear their way is not your way. Mind your own business.

Alright if you dont feel you can abide I'll be locking the thread until another mod can come deal with it bc I'm over it

Official Mental Health Thread Part Two
 

Share you struggles, triumphs, support, and advice in a respectful way.

Thank you

I finished watching that borderline video and it's making a lot more sense to me, I was diagnosed with schizophrenia when I was going through paranoid ideation by a really old therapist. I knew the diagnosis was wrong but wow I overthink everything that way and I'm paranoid about a lot all the time. As far as the suicidal gestures thing goes, yep. Spot on. Tried to off myself twice this year, doing a lot better now that I'm not stuck in the phase of thinking I was a narcissist.

I worry about schizophrenia a fair bit. It runs in my family and a first degree relative has it.

I like to think if I was going to get it I'd have it by now although I am still in the age group where onset usually occurs and from what I can see I have several of the risk factors.

Do you believe your diagnosis was incorrect? EDIT - Just seen your edit.