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Originally Posted by elphenor (Post 2049567)

try ecstasy?

though the comedown is an anxious nightmare so maybe don't

I figured out I can just drink through it

Get addicted to video games instead of destroying your body.

Self harm.. and no it hasn't. Youre just struggling with life atm.

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Originally Posted by elphenor (Post 2049573)

Sh?

Silent Hill.

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Originally Posted by Fluff (Post 2049571)

Is SH talk off limits or is it OK as long as we use common sense and obviously don't encourage it?

it's ok, i just don't have a lot of faith it will go well.

call me a snowflake but i would request that we use spoiler tags for any sensitive or potentially triggering comments

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Originally Posted by elphenor (Post 2049578)

hmmm

bad E?

I mean the reality is while sometimes I say MDMA, only like 5% of tested E is actually containing any real MDMA

so anytime you've done it, it's incredibly likely that you're getting a various blend of amphetamines

No, it was good E, it just effects me differently because I'm extremely bipolar. It's like a mixed emotion but always mixed with a melancholy or feeling of impending doom that nobody else around me is getting. I also think it might have something to do with who I was around. Like, going with somebody to meet a girl at a home for battered women then having him drop us off with her AND her daughter in the car knowing that he's just going to emotionally manipulate this disturbed girl for sex. Doesn't help that I knew this girl prior (she's kind of a sociopath). He ended up not ****ing the girl and ditching her and her daughter at a Walmart because she freaked out when he tried to talk to her daughter who was like 4.

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Originally Posted by elphenor (Post 2049586)

whattt

why would you do that on E

just go to a club

That's what we were going to do. It's a long story but essentially this guy comes to us saying he wants a 'guys night out' so we planned on going to a club in downtown Salt Lake. He needed to run a few errands first and they all took a pill already in the car so I did too. Terrible idea in the middle of July, but what ever. The last thing he needed to do before we went downtown was to drop this gift off at the crazy chicks house. She said she thought he was going to stay and didn't expect us to be there. So he got what he wanted the whole time which was some pussy and we got dropped off and ditched.

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Originally Posted by elphenor (Post 2049590)

well yes that is a ****ty exp but not the drugs fault

Nah, I'm saying that I think the bad emotions I get from the drug might have something to do with the people I'm around.

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Originally Posted by WWWP (Post 2049580)

it's ok, i just don't have a lot of faith it will go well.

call me a snowflake but i would request that we use spoiler tags for any sensitive or potentially triggering comments

Just seen the edit, would have done that anyway so nice one.