I'm starting to get back into healthy eating again! It's hard in the middle of winter to eat the same light foods I did in the summer. I mean.. baked ziti loaded with mozzarella sounds more appealing than a salad. BUT oh well. I just gotta find heavy warm foods that are also healthy like soup!

She's gone gone gone gone gone gone gone gone.
My life is amazing.

My housemate brought down Mad Men DVDs.Win.

Finally went to Panera. [[=

This morning i woke up, couldnt get a shower due to the plumber being here and needing to switch the water off. So i went back to sleep. I'm exhausted after staying up til 5am and watching the Superbowl. I have no job, no plans, no money, no real reason to even get up in the morning. Ive checked my emails and of course have had no reply to any of the jobs i applied for. Ive checked online for new jobs to apply for and not found a single thing. I feel like im going round and round in circles and not making any progress.

However i have a smile on my face, thinking about what few things in my life I am genuinely grateful for and lucky to have and my spirits are up in ways I haven't felt for a long, long time.

My life is awesome.

Everything good in your life doesn't make you lucky, it's good karma.
You're getting what you deserve.
I'm so happy to hear you're smiling.

Thank you!

It would just be so easy to walk around in a constant state of depression really that i cant help but feel grateful for anything or anyone who can manage to keep my spirits up. Especially lately.

^ That was really nice to hear, after seeing how down you felt last week.

I've been feeling pretty good about myself lately, which wasn't the case in the last 6 months.
I guess taking a break from the parents helps a bit.

Heh. I read that as "Pantera" the first time.

I know how that is.
I was going back into feeling depressed while I was home for that long break.
I'm so glad to be back at school.
I'm glad you're feeling good about yourself.

Sorry to disappoint. =P