The Confessional Thread

Isbjørn · 07-08-2014, 03:29 AM

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Originally Posted by The Batlord

Don't let it keep you down, man. Always strive for glory.

GuD · 07-11-2014, 07:10 PM

I just ate an entire pizza by myself. I feel a little ashamed.

ladyislingering · 07-11-2014, 07:40 PM

I'm ashamed of how drunk I've been the past few weeks.

Carpe Mortem · 07-11-2014, 08:05 PM

Every time my period is a day late I frantically google medical abortion costs and information that i've read every month for like two years. You can have it in the privacy of your home nowadays with a series of pills.

Then I look up pictures of 9 week old fetal matter and advice on preserving 'pig fetuses'.

Not sure if legal but if I ever get pregnant..... I'm keeping it.

The Batlord · 07-11-2014, 08:18 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Carpe Mortem

Every time my period is a day late I frantically google medical abortion costs and information that i've read every month for like two years. You can have it in the privacy of your home nowadays with a series of pills.

Then I look up pictures of 9 week old fetal matter and advice on preserving 'pig fetuses'.

Not sure if legal but if I ever get pregnant..... I'm keeping it.

I could never do better than you.

Carpe Mortem · 07-12-2014, 12:09 PM

D'awwww

The Batlord · 07-12-2014, 08:27 PM

****. Ever since I started on medication I've been doing better. Haven't really wallowed in self pity too much for over a year now. Not happy by any stretch of the imagination, but at least I don't get those dark spirals of negative thoughts that just won't go away. Now for whatever reason I'm starting to reflect on everything that wrong with myself and my life and I can see what's happening. It's not so bad, but it's just so easy and comfortable to wallow in self hatred and your own martyrdom. God I hope this is an isolated case. I don't need this ****. Maybe I just need to stop staring up at the ceiling in the dark and looking at my own hand while listening to Radiohead. That might help.

~~Cuthbert~~ · 07-13-2014, 06:54 AM

I watch a lot of Indian cooking videos on Youtube. When I search for something if the person cooking it is white I just ignore the video.

~~Sansa Stark~~ · 07-14-2014, 02:10 PM

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Originally Posted by Christian Benteke

I watch a lot of Indian cooking videos on Youtube. When I search for something if the person cooking it is white I just ignore the video.

GuD · 07-14-2014, 05:49 PM

I've come the realization that I really don't appreciate the things and people in my life as much as I should. For the longest damn time I've been a very bitter, reclusive, and arrogant person with a terrible manchild personality. I'm immature and act like a friggin kid in a lot of ways. I don't think I'm a bad person, just coming to terms with some negative things about myself that I guess I've known for a while but never totally accepted or knew what to do about.

/endofepiphanycourtesyofafewdaysofsobriety

07-11-2014, 07:10 PM	#1812 (permalink)
GuD Dude... What? Join Date: Oct 2013 Posts: 1,322	I just ate an entire pizza by myself. I feel a little ashamed. __________________ I spit bullets in my feet Every time I speak So I write instead And still people want me dead ~msc

07-11-2014, 07:40 PM	#1813 (permalink)
ladyislingering Maelian Join Date: Apr 2012 Location: Seattle Posts: 695	I'm ashamed of how drunk I've been the past few weeks. __________________ You and I, We were born to die.

07-11-2014, 08:05 PM	#1814 (permalink)
Carpe Mortem Crusher of tiny Nords Join Date: Mar 2014 Location: Ugly Bag of Mostly Water Posts: 1,363	Every time my period is a day late I frantically google medical abortion costs and information that i've read every month for like two years. You can have it in the privacy of your home nowadays with a series of pills. Then I look up pictures of 9 week old fetal matter and advice on preserving 'pig fetuses'. Not sure if legal but if I ever get pregnant..... I'm keeping it. __________________ [SIG][/SIG] Mirth is King Be Loving & Open With My Emotions

07-12-2014, 12:09 PM	#1816 (permalink)
Carpe Mortem Crusher of tiny Nords Join Date: Mar 2014 Location: Ugly Bag of Mostly Water Posts: 1,363	D'awwww __________________ [SIG][/SIG] Mirth is King Be Loving & Open With My Emotions

07-14-2014, 05:49 PM	#1820 (permalink)
GuD Dude... What? Join Date: Oct 2013 Posts: 1,322	I've come the realization that I really don't appreciate the things and people in my life as much as I should. For the longest damn time I've been a very bitter, reclusive, and arrogant person with a terrible manchild personality. I'm immature and act like a friggin kid in a lot of ways. I don't think I'm a bad person, just coming to terms with some negative things about myself that I guess I've known for a while but never totally accepted or knew what to do about. /endofepiphanycourtesyofafewdaysofsobriety __________________ I spit bullets in my feet Every time I speak So I write instead And still people want me dead ~msc

07-13-2014, 06:54 AM	#1818 (permalink)
~~Cuthbert~~ Account Disabled Join Date: Nov 2012 Location: The Black Country Posts: 8,827	I watch a lot of Indian cooking videos on Youtube. When I search for something if the person cooking it is white I just ignore the video.