The Confessional Thread

[butthead aka 216]

Originally Posted by Rezdaddy Longlegs

I dont mean any offense by this, only to help...but that is a cowardly way to live life. That being said I often find myself doing the same thing and have to remind myself the only reason we are here is to connect with other people, if we do not do that whats the point.

well said


i think a lot of ppl get complacent with their loser lives too. i have at points til a wave of motivation and clarity hits me and i get movin on the right track. i know so many ppl who got so used to livin one way that they cant find it in themselves to try anythin else. so they are always stuck whinin and bitchin about their lives instead of tryin to improve it. like i said ive been there at different times but in general i think a lot of ppl kinda wanna be unhappy in some sick way

[The Batlord]

Originally Posted by Burning Down

It's called emotional eating. Deal with it.

Women. I eat cause I'm a saddy too. It just means the tears make my cookies even more moist and delicious.

[Dr_Rez]

Originally Posted by Burning Down

It's called emotional eating. Deal with it.

[ladyislingering]

Originally Posted by Sansa Stark

It gets tougher and tougher especially when feelings just hit you out of nowhere, I usually have something that triggers them and then I'm like ****, I give up

I feel completely outside of myself, completely outside of humanity (almost as if I'm just watching everything happen instead of actually interacting, making things happen, etc.) so all of my connections with other people (save for Ki) are superficial, sometimes I can't tell if I'm talking or just imagining things.

Originally Posted by Rezdaddy Longlegs

I dont mean any offense by this, only to help...but that is a cowardly way to live life. That being said I often find myself doing the same thing and have to remind myself the only reason we are here is to connect with other people, if we do not do that whats the point.

People have screwed me up and over more often than they've ever fulfilled me to any extent so I'd rather just have a few people close to me, and everyone else can just exist in my blind panorama for all I care...

Originally Posted by Sansa Stark

Not necessarily. A lot of the times I have to package up my feelings because they come at really inappropriate times (such as in the middle of a manic/mixed episode) and I save them for when I'm more equipped to deal with them in a rational manner instead of compulsively striking out/dealing with them in a destructive way

I know how that feels, I always reach for the drugs/liquor when I can't deal with my feelings (usually brought on by reminders of past trauma). The weird thing is that I have an absolutely ideal life, but my brain is just not letting me enjoy any of it, ever.

[Dulce]

i'm totally crushing now.

[butthead aka 216]

Originally Posted by Dulce

i'm totally crushing now.

on who is it me

[Dulce]

Originally Posted by butthead aka 216

on who is it me

i get hit-on by dudes that are out of my level/league. i'm a sucker for nerds/geeks.

[butthead aka 216]

Originally Posted by Dulce

i get hit-on by dudes that are out of my level/league. i'm a sucker for nerds/geeks.

nerds are out of ur league, how ugly are you then for real???

[Dulce]

Originally Posted by butthead aka 216

nerds are out of ur league, how ugly are you then for real???

haha. the jealous girls say i look like a hideous troll just because i wear no makeup. i'm all natural so i don't need it. i wish i were more of a nerd/geek and less of a loser.

[butthead aka 216]

start wearing pocket protectors and suspenders and wear glasses with tape in the middle and never get laid. nerd status achieved