I can't wear black anymore, I feel like its the laziest color ever.

I pick at my scabs until they turn into scars.

I chew on my cheeks. I did it so much when I was a bit younger that I screwed up the nerves. I can't really feel them anymore.

I play about 20-30 games of tetris a day.

I get pissed off at myself if I feel like I haven't done anything useful for a while so I recheck homework, write out notes over and over again, and read SAT and ACT prepbooks.

I force myself to do things I'm not interested in at all so I have to leave the house because if I don't, I'll sit around and do literally nothing for hours on end.

I try to gauge my decisions against what I assume is other people's judgement before I make them.

I bite my nails and probably always will. I think it made my hands grow less then they were supposed to, they're really small. Don't know anybody my age with creepy/tiny hands like mine.


GOD, I'M SO INTERESTING.

I do number 2,3 and 5 all the time :(
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fuck yeah.

no worries, hugging has never led to sex with me.
and i find that pretty hard to believe, you seem to be a really cool guy. girls are just blind to personality where you live i guess. :/

There's no such thing as too much Conan, is there.
I hug with a lot of my friends (female friends, that is).
Hasn't got much to do with sex indeed.
But some people think that's strange. Ah well :)

don't be sad.
compulsive self-harmers FTW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The day i hit Conan overload will be the day Hitler comes back to life and starts shooting Germans lol
I dont get why a lot of my friends think its so weird to hug people! honestly, im not like raping them or anything lol. I just really love hugs, i've even hugged a couple of hobos :D

Haha, I'm sure they loved it :).
I dunno, I must admit I think it's weird to hug a guy, especially when you know him.
It's kind of hypocrit, I know. But I can't help feeling that way.
I don't think it's weird to hug a girl or even have her laying against you while watching a movie or so, without meaning to do more.

hope they did, they probly dont get many more
its not THAT weird, some of my guy friends like it, some dont, but they all learn to live with it :)
and yeah, i feel the same with girls, even if you arent dating or anything, as long as it doesnt lead on to anything else

Nothing beats a good hug.

^i know right?!