Please be suicide

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Could be a sneaky way to say suicide!!!

Death by addiction is how I wanna go. As Doug Stanhope says, "There's no such thing as addiction, there's only things that you enjoy doing more than life." **** yeah, I love cigarettes and drinking and if that's the way I go than that's so much better than Alzheimer's cause no one loves Alzheimer's. Death by morphine overdose while dying by lung cancer or cirrhosis sounds quite nice. I wanna die by morphine overdose anyway, might as well have an easily identifiable curtain call brought on by something I wanted to do for the rest of my shortened life anyway.

Have you ever came close to dying in an OD?

Came close to dyng in a van.

Was Ted Bundy driving?

Hey did you hear about that new serial killer in Japan?

The Twitter killer?

Nope, and I imagine the first time will be when lung cancer makes life suck enough that I'm willing to give it a shot. Hopefully I won't have a second shot to psych me out by being terrified by how crazy the first shot was. I'm basically just hoping that a ridiculously high overdose will **** my **** up to the point that my mind won't even be able to process it on a conscious level and I'll just disappear.

But if you've got a better drug to OD on then I'm all ears. I just want an easy way out that'll be enjoyable or just amazing. A drug that just makes me fall asleep and never wake up just sounds too boring when there's so much out there that can give me so much more for my final experience. If there's a lethal psychedelic then tell me. I'll go terrified just so long as I'll go without fail.

Nah I ain’t go no advice about that ****