Exactly, I really really really badly want to know what it feels like to die... That was the cause of my suicidal tendencies when I was a kid, Im not kidding. I didnt think about the fact that I'd be dead, I just thought "Wow, Im gonna die!". The consequences didnt even occur to me...

Heh like I said, I was a special child.

yeah i always wanted to see my whole life, every second of it... like a movie on a big cinema screen very close to my eyes... that would make every one wanna die

that would take a LIFETIME to get through... (badoomtish)

no dopplegangers are actually spirits of ones self.

I really like this paragraph about it:
'Meaning "double walker" a doppelganger is a shadow-self that accompanies every human. Only the owner of a doppelganger can see it, otherwise it is invisible to human eyes. Dogs and cats have been known to see doppelgangers. Providing sympathetic company, a doppelganger almost always stands behind a person, and they cast no reflection in a mirror. They are prepared to listen and give advice to humans, either implanting ideas in their heads, or a sort of osmosis. It is said to be bad luck if it is seen, and rarely a doppelganger will make itself visible to friends or family, often causing great confusion. Doppelgangers can be mischievous and malicious.'