Ridiculously stupid things you've done to yourself?

Chula Vista · 01-31-2015, 12:19 PM

I'm upset over this. Dude. Why are you doing what you're doing? Don't you have family support? Friend support? Any support at all?

Like I've said, you are a smart, funny, personable, good looking person. Why are you pounding that person into the ground?

WTF??????????

Shoot me a PM if you wanna talk. I'll give you my phone number if you want.

GuD · 01-31-2015, 12:23 PM

I didn't at the time. I do now though. My family don't know about most of that stuff. **** like this has been going on for years now, I couldn't even tell you what kind of things happened before then. But when they found out what they do know they kinda clued in that no, I wasn't just trying to get attention. I was sick in the head. Kinda sucks that it had to escalate that far for them to realize it but oh well. They've become much more supportive since then. I've still gone off the hinges a couple times but knowing that they are there and I'm not worthless to them has helped bring me back around.

Chula Vista · 01-31-2015, 12:26 PM

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Originally Posted by Chula Vista

Why are you pounding that person into the ground?

Answer please.

Chula Vista · 01-31-2015, 12:30 PM

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Originally Posted by WhateverDude

Because I can.

Wrong answer. Way too easy. Basically a cop out.

How about you try again?

If you were to die, how many people would be totally gobsmacked and cry like they'd been gut punched with a hammer?

DwnWthVwls · 01-31-2015, 12:41 PM

I don't support you being a public nuisance. You're right, your body, your life, get as f*cked up as you want but don't put your bullsh*t antics on other people. It's a problem that you find it okay to make other people miserable for your own amusement.

Chula Vista · 01-31-2015, 12:43 PM

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Originally Posted by WhateverDude

My mom, her girlfriend, my mom's dad, my mom's dad's wife, a handful of people I know in person, maybe some people here. Death is relative to me. This is my life. It belongs to me. Some of my decisions are dangerous and destructive and that's okay with me. I'm feeling something. I'm doing things no one else has the balls to do. And I'm just getting started.

So you'd seriously hurt a lot of people close to you. You'd f*cking slay a bunch of people on this board who care more than you know.

Can I adopt your dog? I seriously worry about the little ****.

Isbjørn · 01-31-2015, 12:44 PM

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Originally Posted by Overcast

When I was younger I liked to do fun stuff like jump down steep hills and land on my head and slam my face into objects. One day when I was around 10 I got the bright idea to slam my head into a window as hard as humanly possible and it shattered everywhere into my skin and ****ed my **** up. I couldn't stop laughing and thought it was hilarious as I rolled around on the floor with broken glass stuck in my face, bleeding profusely. My parents didn't agree with my actions.

Yeah, I was a really smart kid. I managed to break a bone or two and dislocate shoulders and ankles and such. I kind of miss jumping off cliffs and knocking my teeth out.

Oh, wow.

ladyislingering · 01-31-2015, 07:58 PM

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Originally Posted by Chula Vista

You'd f*cking slay a bunch of people on this board who care more than you know.

this. THIS THIS THIS A MILLION TIMES THIS.

Someone I know very well is in recovery for his alcoholism and I was telling my mom about him the other day because we were talking about people with problems and I realized I'd be completely broken if anything happened to that kid.

WD reminds me sooooo much of him it just makes me so sad. All these beautiful, kind, intelligent and hilarious young people I know have so many horrible, deadly vices driven by their problems.

The Batlord · 01-31-2015, 09:28 PM

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Originally Posted by WhateverDude

I'm not gonna sacrifice my lifestyle to appease others.

You've stated countless times that your lifestyle makes you miserable, puts your life in danger, almost/does get you fired, causes self-loathing, etc. So why are you clinging to it as if self-destruction is a badge of honor?

ladyislingering · 01-31-2015, 09:31 PM

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Originally Posted by The Batlord

You've stated countless times that your lifestyle makes you miserable, puts your life in danger, almost/does get you fired, causes self-loathing, etc. So why are you clinging to it as if self-destruction is a badge of honor?

because WD is a dumbass sometimes.

01-31-2015, 12:19 PM	#51 (permalink)
Chula Vista Toasted Poster Join Date: Oct 2014 Location: SoCal by way of Boston Posts: 11,332	I'm upset over this. Dude. Why are you doing what you're doing? Don't you have family support? Friend support? Any support at all? Like I've said, you are a smart, funny, personable, good looking person. Why are you pounding that person into the ground? WTF?????????? Shoot me a PM if you wanna talk. I'll give you my phone number if you want. __________________ “The fact that we live at the bottom of a deep gravity well, on the surface of a gas covered planet going around a nuclear fireball 90 million miles away and think this to be normal is obviously some indication of how skewed our perspective tends to be.”

01-31-2015, 12:23 PM	#52 (permalink)
GuD Dude... What? Join Date: Oct 2013 Posts: 1,322	I didn't at the time. I do now though. My family don't know about most of that stuff. **** like this has been going on for years now, I couldn't even tell you what kind of things happened before then. But when they found out what they do know they kinda clued in that no, I wasn't just trying to get attention. I was sick in the head. Kinda sucks that it had to escalate that far for them to realize it but oh well. They've become much more supportive since then. I've still gone off the hinges a couple times but knowing that they are there and I'm not worthless to them has helped bring me back around. __________________ I spit bullets in my feet Every time I speak So I write instead And still people want me dead ~msc