Ah Rozi, I'm awfully sorry about that :( best of luck.

well today was all happy and fine until i came here..and saw the ICP thread, and the gwendolin thread.. now i dont even know, it just freaks me out there are people in this world who lsiten to icp in the first place, and then to make a religious cult out of them...i want to go cry and hide in a corner....i dont think that jesus would like these clown people...as yerr.. evn though im not any religion really..but still......making a religion out of ICP is just wrong.....oh and family is not spelt with a PH

Just Rozi's luck, to start dating about the only guy who NEEDS his bollocks cut off :P

I'm sure it will go well. No complications :)

alright, sitting here getting drunk again. My girl's in China now and won't be back for a week and a half. Maw, oh well. All my housemates are working, I'm home alone crankin the music, drinkin some red wine and posting more poorly the drunker I get. Yay.

So far, so ****. After a pretty good day yesterday involving my mates and a snooker hall, I'm sitting here with nothing to do while the weather is brilliant. I'm to tired to do anything really though and need to keep myself in one piece before the huge event tomorrow... so I spose it ain't to bad. But then I've got school on Monday :( I've enjoyed having a week off! School will just ruin it all... and to top it all off, I go back to Science exams and the like. Oh well, hopefully tomorrow will be good. Should cheer me up a bit. I just hate it when you've got nothing to do and your mind starts working overtime and putting all these nasty thoughts into your head, like 'you're going to fail the exam!' and 'you will grow up a failure!' and 'tomorrow will be awkward and will end up with your girlfriend running far far away from you and your crazy family!'

I was trying to for a record by seeing how much I couldn't listen to P.O.D., Hendrix, Tool and Nine INch Nails. And I lasted about a day and a half before my sister started blasting Ashlee Simpson on the radio. The contrast between that stuff and what I'd been listening to. . . was horrendous.

I went bowling last night. Got high off syrup at some diner when I ordered the largest heap of french toast the joint could offer.

I used one of the greatest rejection lines ever too.
Some random retard: I may not be fred flintstone but I sure can rock your world
Me: I'm sorry, but do I look like I speak neanderthal?

(Oh yes. I rock :hphones: :hphones: :laughing: :wavey: )

Peace

yeah so
im still in a pissy mood
but hey i have laundry to take my mind off that now dont i!
fun fun fun
oh & i bit my nail so low that it started bleeding
really gross

Shouldn't that be... but I can make your bed rock?

^Yes.

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Hmm. Well I didn't sleep last night, and I woke up in a cold sweat (I swear, I only fell asleep for fifteen minuet intervels and etc...), at 2:20 AM and went and drank water on the couch in the living room. I was really sad and somber because...well, it wasn't exactly a fight, but more like a...shake-up, with my...e-lover<3...some people know what I'm talking about heh...And well, then I went back to sleep, woke up feeling sick (for numerous reasons...) and since it was a half-day anyway, Mom said I didn't have to go to school...which means this is the 20th day I've missed. Oh well. I'm on the honor roll. They can kiss my ass...And then well, we went to my Granma's house (me, my mom, and my brother), I had a big cup of coffee to help me stay alert (as I said, I got no sleep.) And then I had two diet cokes, in a wine glass. Heh. And then my gran offered to watch J (my brother) while me and Mom went shopping for Dad's father's day gift(s). So we went to the mall (me and my mom)...And I was REALLY caffeign high. People must have though I was high or drunk or something (did you know it's illegal over here to be drunk in public? Not that anyone around here really gives a s**t. I would say every other person here is an alcoholic, but that's really only true in Rentler. AKA my second home. That I love. That is very amusing.)...And so I had to pee really bad by then, so my mom took me into Friendly's, but we had to buy something first (money-milking bastards! Tut tut.) So of course, I go something with even MORE caffeign in it. Etc. So then we go off to find Dad's gift. We went into Spencer's (only us, heh...) and got him boxers with skulls on them (he's into that.). And I got a cool dragon-pendent necklace thing (love my bling.) Made me happy...and then we went off to a shoe store (also in the mall.) to find my dad the shoes he wanted. We ended up getting him two pairs, because again, everyone out there (the shoes salesman included) are again, money-milking bastards. And then we went off (away from the mall) to the CD store, so Mom could get her CD that she wanted...They didn't have it so she got a Cheap Trick CD, which I am going to burn onto my I-pod later. I love Cheap Trick<3...

And then we headed back to my Gran's house (after about 3 hours, believe it or not.), and I get a text on my phone, that just says "Hey". And it's from my ex (who...is one of those ex's who will really never get away from you. And that's okay...as you'll learn in the rest of this post.) ...Apparently he had sent it during the last period of the half-day, so I called him back. We ended up talking in-depthly and having a really nice, but really bittersweet conversation. About my e-lover (who I am actually really in love with. Shut your face if you believe other wise because I'm young. Of course I'll still like you, but for God's sake, love is love. Love knows no age.). And my ex (who's name is Ty.) is very jealous of my e-lover (who's name is Dan<3), and Ty still fancy's me...And...well bottom line, we are now flirtacious best friends who love each other.

So after an actually very long conversation I had with Ty, I called back to say...

Lex: Hey, you're my best friend.
Ty: Yeah. You're mine too.
Lex: So I love ya like a best friend who flirts.
Ty: Right back at ya.

^ that disturbs me..............e lovers..ewww