I wish I could get wasted right now, but I barely have any weed left, and I don't particularly like to get ****faced drunk by myself, especially how I've been feeling the last few days. I could go for a good trip, and some good weed, iron out the knots in my mind, and let it all go.

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I have been in the studio trying to promote, worked and tried to have a productive day, but it gets tiring.

Been at an outdoors centre all week with college, it was ****ing amazing. We done loads of **** including wall climbing, abseiling, paradrop (jumping off 50ft tower), mountain biking, archery (I'm robin hoods love child), shot air rifles (I'm also **** hot at that). It was so much fun, I want to pursue a career in outdoor sports so I handed in forms to volunteer for them. Hopefully they want me to be part of the team and I can stay up there for some of the summer.

That sounds kick ass! How far into the wilderness is this? Would you be waking up to the sounds of squirrels and birds and not much else? I'd kill to be able to get away from city life for a summer.

It's on the outskirts of Glasgow so it's pretty close to Milngavie but yes I would be waking up to the sounds of squirrels and birds haha. :)

But you are scared of spiders and ****. I don't think you'd enjoy yourself out there as much as you think.

I'm scared of spiders and slugs but still really love the outdoors...

I'm not really bothered by spiders when they're outside. And I ****ing love the outdoors. There's nothing better than to be surrounded by trees on a warm, sunny spring day.

Why on Earth are you afraid of slugs?

Ugh I don't know they just freak me the **** out and always have. It's like my fear of seaweed, I don't want it touching me, makes me feel queasy.