Still no window I see.

Doing double duty with a wedding and this. I'd feel bad for only staying an hour or two at the reception, but the way I look at it, its a cancer benefit. I'd actually be a bad person for not going.

Plus I've gone every year for the past four years and weddings are boring.

http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-KKdOYjdYzJ...49610079_o.png

Notice all of the brightness on the right side of the picture?

Pffft. More than enough.

So you got a lamp. Whoop-de-doo.

He's moving up in the world.

Envy is a bitch underlings.

Had an unbirthday party last night. It was nice, I was grateful to everyone who turned out, but I think I need to stop having parties, because I always get depressed when everyone leaves at the end.

Went out with The Boy for a couple of hours today. It was probably the most platonic visit I've ever had with somebody. I don't know how to resolve this issue though, because the more I think about it, the more convinced I grow of my placement in the friendzone, and the more afraid I am to either tell him or be bold and just touch his wiener. It's a winless scenario.

Now I'm going to have a sad nap.

You gotta just take the leap. Tell him how you feel; be bold!

I'm much too afraid of the answer, whether it's yes OR no. Also, we work together and I tend to internalize all of my social experiences as resulting from my faults, so I just feel like I can't do it.

Are you at least dropping hints that you like him? you could start with that. You can reflect interest with your body language towards him.

srry if im being nosey, just trying to help.