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Originally Posted by Paedantic Basterd (Post 1604187)

I was invited to the home of the boy I like to drink and meet his friends. I drove all the way out there and sat in my car in front of his house for 20 minutes. Then I got out and went up to the door, heard voices, and turned around and went back to my car. I sat in my car for 25 minutes, then I felt like I was going to do an ugly cry, so I drove several blocks away, parked in front of a stranger's house, and sat there for 30 minutes before sending him a text to tell him I probably wasn't going to make it. Then I drove home, and now I'm here, and I feel like I've been hit by a bus.

It's so hard to get him to hang out with me that I already feel like he only does it begrudgingly, and today was a pity invitation because he cancelled plans with me for the sixth consecutive time. I'm pretty sure it's because I am exactly this kind of person: who overthinks things, and gets anxious and uncomfortable, and from there is just not someone who is enjoyable to be around. And my fear that I am that person caused me to behave exactly like that person.

Now I'm sitting at home in limbo, wanting to be brave and sociable, but also feeling like I've gone done ****ed it, and that this somehow proves that we are not, nor can we be friends or more, because to this date I have sabotaged literally every opportunity I have had for myself.

Why can't I just be a normal person and have a normal relationship, friendship or otherwise? I suck. God dammit.

We've never spoken. We've never texted. We've never written emails. We don't live in the same country. We talk in Plug once or twice every few months and that's been a lot recently.

All of this and I still think you're awesome. I'm not the only one. Most people on here only know you as a username on a message board and yet we still think you're awesome.

How is it that even though we know so little personally about you, we still think you're a f*cking awesome person?

Because you are.

I know it's hard to believe that yourself. I've been there. But trust me, you're hilarious and fun. You just need to get yourself to believe it enough to get out there and have fun.

Is it too late to go back?

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Originally Posted by Exo_ (Post 1604195)

Is it too late to go back?

Yeah, drink a few beers to get your courage up, and then go drive up there.

(This is my version of support.)

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Originally Posted by The Batlord (Post 1604223)

Yeah, drink a few beers to get your courage up, and then go drive up there.

(This is my version of support.)

For you...that's goddamn beautiful.

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Originally Posted by Exo_ (Post 1604224)

For you...that's goddamn beautiful.

I have something in my eye.....

I raised hella dough for probably the most well-known baby-centric nonprofit in the United States today, and got some people to volunteer to donate items for a veteran's nonprofit. I only got cussed out one time in an entire shift, which has to be a new record. Also, I finished this week's homework for my summer classes. Oh, and I got two pairs of glasses.

I'm fairly sure I'm going to die with the 3 hours of Psych classes each day M-Th for the next six weeks coupled with a 40-hour work week and a computer course which requires 10+ hours each week to complete assignments, but who needs to sleep, amirite?

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Originally Posted by ThePhanastasio (Post 1604284)

I'd be all like...

http://i.imgur.com/m7pllnF.jpg

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Originally Posted by monkeytennis (Post 1604339)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kyV477yrUh4

OMG that's so ****ing adorable.

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2:20 on that.

It looks like a couple fell asleep cuddling, but then the dude woke up, and now he's panicked, trying to figure out how to go to the bathroom without waking up his girlfriend.

I was 5 minutes late for work today because I started watching Karate Kid while I was getting dressed.