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OccultHawk · 01-04-2018, 01:12 PM

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Originally Posted by Justthefacts

At least you know your life won't turn into Kramer Vs. Kramer because at least your kids are out of the home...

You're right though, she'll come back. They always do.

No, they don’t, actually.

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Yes, life after 50 is a little strange.

I came across the point that there’s no evolutionary purpose to sustained happiness. Also, we’re not actually evolved to live in this world but rather our ancestors world. After a certain point it’s like you have to invent reasons to soldier on instead of just feeling like it’s right when you’re young. You try to play it off like you’re dissatisfied with work or your marriage. You try to change things up but the dark cloud stays because what’s really unsatisfactory is life itself.

Chula Vista · 01-04-2018, 01:16 PM

To quote Jon Anderson:

I get up. I get down.

**Frownland** · 01-04-2018, 01:17 PM

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Originally Posted by elphenor

I don't feel like anything is right

Again with the feelings over facts nonsense.

Plankton · 01-04-2018, 01:20 PM

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Originally Posted by OccultHawk

I came across the point that there’s no evolutionary purpose to sustained happiness. Also, I'm not actually evolved to live in this world but rather my ancestors world. After a certain point it’s like I have to invent reasons to soldier on instead of just feeling like it’s right when I'm young. I try to play it off like I'm dissatisfied with work or marriage. I try to change things up but the dark cloud stays because what’s really unsatisfactory is life itself.

ftfy

OccultHawk · 01-04-2018, 01:36 PM

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Originally Posted by Plankton

ftfy

Yeah, but no. It’s not just me. It’s pretty much everyone. The evolutionary biology is definitely everyone. Harsh or not.

Blank. · 01-04-2018, 01:43 PM

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Originally Posted by Chula Vista

To quote Jon Anderson:

I get up. I get down.

Life is like sound wave.

It goes up and down. Something a physicist recently told me.

Oriphiel · 01-04-2018, 01:49 PM

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Originally Posted by Blank.

Life is like sound wave.

It goes up and down. Something a physicist recently told me.

I go up when you go down.

Chula Vista · 01-04-2018, 01:54 PM

My biggest challenge right now is to keep the kids from lashing out. They're both pretty angry with her for running away and dumping everything on my shoulders.

She was making $1400 a month which is now gone. I was having to spend $1000 out of our savings every month to pay the bills. Do the math.

Plus I just found out she drained our savings account for $10K. About half. It's hers to be fair.

I have about 3 months before I'm dry and have to hire liquidators to clean out the house and then sell it and move into something low rent.

2018 was supposed to be a good year.

OccultHawk · 01-04-2018, 02:08 PM

Do you own that house?

Ol’ Qwerty Bastard · 01-04-2018, 02:14 PM

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Originally Posted by elphenor

when I'm lying in my bed I think about life and I think about death

and neither one particularly appeals to me

i mean a lot of the time i think about how nothing we do will ever really matter because eventually we as well as the planet we live on will be gone

but also death scares the hell out of me so im not really about that either

i'm too negative to be ambitious but i'm too much of a pussy to be a nihilist.

01-04-2018, 01:16 PM	#47312 (permalink)
Chula Vista Toasted Poster Join Date: Oct 2014 Location: SoCal by way of Boston Posts: 11,332	To quote Jon Anderson: I get up. I get down. __________________ “The fact that we live at the bottom of a deep gravity well, on the surface of a gas covered planet going around a nuclear fireball 90 million miles away and think this to be normal is obviously some indication of how skewed our perspective tends to be.”

01-04-2018, 01:54 PM	#47318 (permalink)
Chula Vista Toasted Poster Join Date: Oct 2014 Location: SoCal by way of Boston Posts: 11,332	My biggest challenge right now is to keep the kids from lashing out. They're both pretty angry with her for running away and dumping everything on my shoulders. She was making $1400 a month which is now gone. I was having to spend $1000 out of our savings every month to pay the bills. Do the math. Plus I just found out she drained our savings account for $10K. About half. It's hers to be fair. I have about 3 months before I'm dry and have to hire liquidators to clean out the house and then sell it and move into something low rent. 2018 was supposed to be a good year. __________________ “The fact that we live at the bottom of a deep gravity well, on the surface of a gas covered planet going around a nuclear fireball 90 million miles away and think this to be normal is obviously some indication of how skewed our perspective tends to be.” Last edited by Chula Vista; 01-04-2018 at 02:00 PM.

01-04-2018, 02:08 PM	#47319 (permalink)
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