im about to workout this is going to suck

Just think how ripped you'll get.

There's easier ways.

God is a capitalist

Talked my cunt of an ex-wife into letting me keep my son for a whole week! <3

Back to acid

Has anyone here experienced ego death?

When I was 16 I think I tripped that hard from a single hit of strong blotter. It didn’t occur to me that what I was experiencing could be considered a spiritual experience

I remember I forgot my name and and I couldn’t put together a sentence.

Later my friend said I was laying on the floor and wasn’t flinching even when he tried throwing faux punches and kicks and fake wrestling moves (he wasn’t trying to scare me- we were still kids)

I don’t remember that but I remember sitting on the sofa wanting to explain how weird it was that I didn’t know who I was but I couldn’t form a sentence

In that phase I wasn’t scared at all.

I have, but not from LSD. It was on DXM, a dissociative.

I wouldn't call it ego death for me, more like serious meditative state, but this reminded me of a story.

I was 17 years old and my friends and I decided to go into the city to a friends place where they had access to copious amounts of booze. We parked out car in Hoboken and took the train in. Furious "end of the world" drinking ensued in the city. We took a cab to the train station and I had to have the driver pull over so I could vomit. We get to the subway station and we realize that I'm the only person who can drive us home because my friends are younger than I am. We can't go back to my friends apartment because his parents we to be home in a few hours (It was like 4am) and he was NOT to have people over so passed out drunk children on the floor would be bad. Nobody I knew who had a car was awake or could answer their phones.

So I decided that I was going to drive after I sobered up. On the train I sat down indian style and seriously, for the first time and honestly the last time, meditated to an almost catatonic state. I focused on nothing but being sober. The train took a bit since we were uptown. My friends told me they were taking photos of them f*cking around with me. Balancing a shoe on my head. Sticking my own finger up my nose. I remember it but I was truly not affected by it in the slightest. It's ad if I was watching it while floating above my body. It was weird.

We got back to Hoboken and I snapped out of it. I still needed a little time so when we got to the car we waited about 30 mins before I drove us home without any real issue.

I should NOT have driven home. This was the last time I drove drunk. Learned my lesson by being totally baffled I didn't get arrested that night. I was 17 and stupid.

Yet...

I drove home one hour after telling a cab to pull over to vomit. I was pretty blitzed when I entered the train station and when I came out I was, seriously, almost sober. Pretty crazy.

After hitting the weights hard for a couple months earlier in the year I laid off for a while and just did some sporadic workouts until yesterday I hit it hard again. Muscles have memory, so although I'm not picking up exactly where I left off I'm still able to get close to the weight I was at. So, after playing disc golf for 5 days in a row and over the Memorial Day weekend and hitting 9 courses in those 5 days then working out yesterday, I managed to pull a muscle in my back just practicing 80 ft jump putts last night. It's not even a muscle that I was aware of. It's weird and new and painful. Being old is what really sucks. Get those workouts in while you're young before your body starts telling you nope.

Man if the last and only (?) time you drove drunk was at 17 that’s pretty solid.

I don’t **** with drinking and driving but I didn’t get smart until I was like 21-22. Never got a DUI or hurt anyone, thank god.