It's top notch Beefheart/Ubu worship.

Will you be upset if they only play aggrotech?

Have been really depressed this week. Nothing is fun. Not music, not food. Masturbating all the time to feel better but it just feels even sadder. ****ing autumn weather doesn't help either.
Can't wait for the weekend when my girlfriend will come visit and we'll hopefully be able to cheer each other up.

*hugs*

Has anything triggered it? I think I recall you saying it doesn't really affect you, maybe if it continues you should speak to your gp. Can relate to the lack of enjoyment thing, been a horrific year for me but I think I'm starting to feel like my old self a bit more recently.

Hope you feel better soon mate.

I'd probably chill out on the wanking BTW.

Whenever I've had a depression, there's been no clear reason. It just strikes at random. Sucks, man :(

Thanks, man.

I know what triggered it.
Some very sad stuff about a very important person to me.
Not getting into that.

I'll manage. I'm mostly very resilient but when stuff gets to me it gets to me hard and the ****ing obsessive thoughts make everything suck and it also really ****s with my sleep.

I know that I'll be more or less fine in a few days, always am. Just have to power through. Wish it was Saturday already.

Yeah, will probably cut back on the sadwanks.

Good luck grindy.

https://www.getselfhelp.co.uk/

Just leaving this if you want to have a look for coping with obsessive thoughts, I did a lot of it last year when I had CBT and it does help.

Can also relate. Sucks and can knock you on your ass but as you say, eventually you'll come out of it.

Best to you bro.

I listened to Deep Purple and Bert Jansch at work today. Not at the same time.

Thanks, man.