I have a official logo now :cool: Id show yall but grindy will think im spamming but its a on my website. big photo form on facebook page.


Left class before it even started, been rough with the anxiety. Idk what it is but i been running from the causes of anxiety since my doctor wont give me that Xanax yall have got to have. I been taking 5-htp though and seen improvements from that, sharp mood change once its out of my system but im almost in bed by then.
im studying my cnc videos and working on assignments.

For anxiety you should try (if you're open to trying additional supplements) L-theanine and rhodiola rosea. L-theanine would be the cheaper option. Plus it helps with sleep.

Okay, I have some here actually too because I have heard that before but stopped taking it because I wasnt sure if it was working. I may try two pills of it (l-theanine) tomorrow. I never heard of rhodiola rosea but ill google it. thanks for the information chio

The specialist says I have a hiatal hernia and arthritis causing chest pain. 6 months later they’ll take another look at my lung spot to see if it’s growing. Neither the spot nor a bad heart was causing the pain. I said I thought I probably had covid when they told me I had bronchitis and he said it’s possible. He asked if I got tested and I said no and he seemed ambivalent about getting tested. He said he’s been working like crazy in the ICU because it’s been spreading like nuts around here. He said the chances of covid killing me were super small but I said well damn I had pneumonia before I don’t want to do that again live or die and he said at my age and how my innards look it progressing to that is unlikely. I’m still scared of covid but he said assuming you have and panicking every time your chest hurts is also really unhealthy. He said my chest is going to hurt for other reasons.

He said I may need a gastroenterologist but he’s got a new script for me that might help. He said give it a few weeks. I guess the hernia isn’t going anywhere

Growing old.

Reminds me of that Louis CK bit where he gets old enough so that the doctor dropped all pretenses of worrying over any little thing and is just like yeah your body sucks now but what are you gonna do?

Yeah. It’s just an old car.

Heading in for day 2 of the new job, this **** is ****ing exhausting. The amount of people I have to meet on top of all the **** I have to learn in a high stress environment in a short amount of time...sheesh

Today’s Plan: Sleep

Just took an ambien and a Xanny

Dear June 9th,

**** you.

Signed

Sir Hawk

This day is trying to get sneaky and wake me up.

Three words generic nighttime cold medicine

Bitch

**** you june 9

*june 10 sneaking up with a knife and a di1do*