Awesome story and probably my favourite by Lovecraft, but not the best starting point. Better to go with "The Shadow Over Innsmouth."

As a guy who just went through a breakup of his own (though obviously not on the level of yours) I can say that this was great to read. Thanks, man.

(And by the way... why did you change your name???)

I think I might be long overdue for getting closure with Olivia. I never know if I'm overthinking things though or if what I say is at the wrong time...

I certainly never know how she's gonna take things either... I suppose I'll wait I guess.

Yeah. Felt like the right time.

Glad you could find something enjoyable out of it. Just don't let yourself lose track of time because you feel any sort of guilt. Face the issue head on and you'll not only save a lot of time, but you'll be happier and guilt free because of it.

Take it from me, but you don't want to sit on it. If you start sitting on it now, you'll never get anything done. I wasted half a year with that mindset and it got me nowhere. You need to slap yourself back into reality and face the issue head on, and move on with your life. You'll be much happier in the long run.

Not much more to add really except well done Ki. Starting the year the right way, man. :thumb:

Been a while. I think it's time for an update.

Here's the thing: the year started off great, and don't get me wrong, I'm still content with how things are. However over the last month, I've fallen back into bad habits of feeling sorry for myself and obviously depreasion. I can't sleep at night without somethi NH waking me up. And the way I combat that is with weed. I've been pretty much stoned every day for a few weeks. I went to work yesterday not stoned, and it was the worst day of my life.

Thoughts arose like me feeling guilty again about my ex and other obvious ventures. However even though being stoned helps, that depression has made its way inot stonerrville. No I'm not coming here to complain. I've been trying to do a lot less of that. However this is one of the reasons my time at this forum hs been non frequent. I use it as a crutch to let out my anger and aggression. I can't do that. It's not the right way to handle it.

This mixed with not feeling like I'm doing good enough at work, it really pus you into a spot of vulnmerability. And such, I've been spending every free minute I have, in bed. I work. I get in bed. Done.

It's sad. But don't worry. I'm not dead.

I'm here for you brother. Spreading the love and vibes your way.

All of New Hampshire wakes you up? :yikes:
Sorry; thought you might appreciate a little Trollheart humour. Or not.
:shycouch:

*humor

Eww, that just looks all wrong.

Not American. :finger:
https://en.oxforddictionaries.com/definition/humour