Distressed
 

Distressed
Falling into this unpredictable
Dangerous, spiraling craze
With no end
Attempted to pull out
But it won’t let me go
I’m simply pulled back in
Suffocating in its sickness
Darkness surrounding me
And I think I’ll invite it in
Never meant for it to get this far
Each time it gets more serious
But no I can’t stop it
I got to ride it out

A year now and I’m still riding it
Though this time was truly different
Went far past the line of control
New record for me
I fall down to my knees, I’m weak
The darkness is taking control
I’m not waking up
This time I’m truly stuck
I start to see a light
Is this a new part of the trip?
Realize this is it
Distressed because I know
I won’t be seeing light for long



this is a poem about "Go Ask Alice", a diary book i read recently.

Hmmm........

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anyways



this is not boyfriend blah blah blah related, just saying this before someone thinks/says "not another boyfriend is a dip**** ****sucker ladi da da" or something.


Your Wrong
You sugar-coat everything you say to me
But i know your just lying to me
Your two-face you see
And this, this is a robbery
Of trust, of faith, of certainty
You expect my forgiveness
Everytime i catch you at it
And i keep on giving it to you
Think twice about it
But no i cant stop it
Im kept at a point
Where i think you can change
But now its due time to rearrange
My thoughts, my dreams, my expectations
Im not gonna listen to you no more
Im just walking out that "door"
Now im just looking out for me
Cant control my life from miles away
Your wrong, im right, we're not all right