Distressed (Hang)

Crazy Luv · 01-07-2006, 12:13 AM

Distressed
Falling into this unpredictable
Dangerous, spiraling craze
With no end
Attempted to pull out
But it won’t let me go
I’m simply pulled back in
Suffocating in its sickness
Darkness surrounding me
And I think I’ll invite it in
Never meant for it to get this far
Each time it gets more serious
But no I can’t stop it
I got to ride it out

A year now and I’m still riding it
Though this time was truly different
Went far past the line of control
New record for me
I fall down to my knees, I’m weak
The darkness is taking control
I’m not waking up
This time I’m truly stuck
I start to see a light
Is this a new part of the trip?
Realize this is it
Distressed because I know
I won’t be seeing light for long

this is a poem about "Go Ask Alice", a diary book i read recently.

Laces Out Dan! · 01-07-2006, 01:03 AM

Hmmm........

Crazy Luv · 01-07-2006, 11:37 AM

.....

anyways

this is not boyfriend blah blah blah related, just saying this before someone thinks/says "not another boyfriend is a dip**** ****sucker ladi da da" or something.

Your Wrong
You sugar-coat everything you say to me
But i know your just lying to me
Your two-face you see
And this, this is a robbery
Of trust, of faith, of certainty
You expect my forgiveness
Everytime i catch you at it
And i keep on giving it to you
Think twice about it
But no i cant stop it
Im kept at a point
Where i think you can change
But now its due time to rearrange
My thoughts, my dreams, my expectations
Im not gonna listen to you no more
Im just walking out that "door"
Now im just looking out for me
Cant control my life from miles away
Your wrong, im right, we're not all right

01-07-2006, 12:13 AM	#1 (permalink)
Crazy Luv a l'amou fou pou tout Join Date: Dec 2005 Location: NY Posts: 355	Distressed Distressed Falling into this unpredictable Dangerous, spiraling craze With no end Attempted to pull out But it won’t let me go I’m simply pulled back in Suffocating in its sickness Darkness surrounding me And I think I’ll invite it in Never meant for it to get this far Each time it gets more serious But no I can’t stop it I got to ride it out A year now and I’m still riding it Though this time was truly different Went far past the line of control New record for me I fall down to my knees, I’m weak The darkness is taking control I’m not waking up This time I’m truly stuck I start to see a light Is this a new part of the trip? Realize this is it Distressed because I know I won’t be seeing light for long this is a poem about "Go Ask Alice", a diary book i read recently.

01-07-2006, 01:03 AM	#2 (permalink)
Laces Out Dan! I love Puck Join Date: Sep 2005 Location: British Columbia Posts: 4,614	Hmmm........ __________________ We are entirely smooth, We admit to the truth, We are the best at what we do.

01-07-2006, 11:37 AM	#3 (permalink)
Crazy Luv a l'amou fou pou tout Join Date: Dec 2005 Location: NY Posts: 355	..... anyways this is not boyfriend blah blah blah related, just saying this before someone thinks/says "not another boyfriend is a dip** sucker ladi da da" or something. Your Wrong** You sugar-coat everything you say to me But i know your just lying to me Your two-face you see And this, this is a robbery Of trust, of faith, of certainty You expect my forgiveness Everytime i catch you at it And i keep on giving it to you Think twice about it But no i cant stop it Im kept at a point Where i think you can change But now its due time to rearrange My thoughts, my dreams, my expectations Im not gonna listen to you no more Im just walking out that "door" Now im just looking out for me Cant control my life from miles away Your wrong, im right, we're not all right