assailing projections (bling, volume, quote, Ching)

[jibber]

kind of just threw it together, but yeah

Assailing Projections

Thought I’d burned the film,
Rid my life of all the evidence.
Thought I’d Released myself,
Finally, painfully from that past,
Just to have it all come crashing back.
My breathing quickens and
My eyes are searching frantically,
Trying to settle on just anything
To calm this assault of projections.
Clips of sounds and wordless video,
Playing on repeat, a continuous loop,
But my controls are incompatible,
I’ve tried every button I can reach,
Aim them pointlessly at the screen.
Barricaded behind my eyelids,
A desperate last stand,
But my eyes are porous, these
Pictures seep in regardless of
My frantic scrambling to make it otherwise.

And the volume rises,
The picture is getting clearer,
I'm trapped in a constant barrage,
It's not a broadcast anymore,
It's the live production.

[Crazy Luv]

I like this one. The only thing i think needs to be done is to take away that space inbetween My frantic scrambling to make it otherwise and And the volume rises. If you want to put spaces you could put spaces between the line that has a period and the line beneath it.
my favorite part is

And the volume rises,
The picture is getting clearer,
I'm trapped in a constant barrage,
It's not a broadcast anymore,
It's the live production.