Johnny Longfellow

Your lock the door and hid the key
Why are you holding out on me
So obvious, but you can't see
Abstinence is killing me

It's time to realize
There's a hunger in my eyes
I'm starving, I need to feed
So give it up or set me free

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My tool is gathering dust
The shed is all full of rust
I feel like I'm gonna bust
I've had enough of abstinence

It's been so long since I felt lust
Where's the passion in us
wondering where passion went
I cant be abstinent

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I can't wait anymore
Time to unlock the door
I need to get some relief
Abstinence is killing me

You need to realize
There's a hunger in my eyes
Im starving, I need to feed
So give it up or set me free

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My tool is gathering dust
The shed is all full of rust
I feel like I'm gonna bust
I've had enough of abstinence

It's been so long since I felt lust
Where's the passion in us
wondering where passion went
I cant be abstinent

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I made enough of a case
I finally got me a taste
I didn't let any waste
Look at the smile on my face

And you enjoyed it I see
Cause you smiling right back at me
Looks like you needed to feed
You gave it up and set us free
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My tool is gathering dust
The shed is all full of rust
I feel like I'm gonna bust
I've had enough of abstinence

It's been so long since I felt lust
Where's the passion in us
wondering where passion went
I cant be abstinent


©JCB 2012

Johnny Longfellow

She fights so hard
with pain in her eyes
A smile on her face
Pretending she's alright
but I see her pain
She's barely clinging to life
I'm am not ready
to say goodbye

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You have to understand
That you're dealing with a hurt man
Feeling out of control
How low can I go?

How low can I go?
How down can I get?
How bad can it hurt?
So much that I regret

I see your picture on the wall
I smell you scent in the hall
I think I hear your call
but your not here at all

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You left me to early
I needed you so bad
You were the greatest
love that I ever had
The battle for life
we lost the fight
I could not stand
To watch you die

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You have to understand
That you're dealing with a hurt man
Feeling out of control
How low can I go?

How low can I go?
How down can I get?
How bad can it hurt?
So much that I regret

I see your picture on the wall
I smell you scent in the hall
I think I hear your call
but your not here at all

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How low can I go?
How down can I get?
How bad can it hurt?
So much that I regret

©JCB 2012

Johnny Longfellow

You lost your patience, because of my lies
need to be a patient, no more paradise
twenty eight day vacation, wont suffice
Ive played the game, time to pay the price

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The walls are closing in on me
So tight that I can barely breathe
Chemicals no longer take me away
I can't take the pain of another day

I'm ugly and broken, it's easy to see
They don't have a cure, for my disease
I need the end to set me free
Life hurts so much, I can barely breathe

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I've ruined all that matters in life
I've lost all my strength, So I reach for the knife
As the blade goes in, I feel instant relief
My emotional pain, It runs so deep

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The walls are closing in on me
So tight that I can barely breathe
Chemicals no longer take me away
I can't take the pain of another day

I'm ugly and broken, it's easy to see
They don't have a cure, for my disease
I need the end to set me free
Life hurts so much, I can barely breathe

©JCB 2012

Johnny Longfellow

I've been stuck on stupid
I've done a lot that I regret
Broken promises
You can't seem to forget

I've been like a kid
In a lot of of respects
But I will grow into
The man you expect

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Girl I want you
and I love you
Give me another try

I got have you
can't forget you
I need you by my side

Your my angel
my everything
Without you I die

So to save a life
come home tonight
And give me another try

So to save a life
come home tonight
And give me another try

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I've been shot by Cupid
I think of you all the time
Your so beautiful
Can't get you of my mind

I've been like a kid
In a lot of of respects
But I will grow into
The man you expect

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Girl I want you
and I love you
Give me another try

I got have you
can't forget you
I need you by my side

Your my angel
my everything
Without you I die

So to save a life
come home tonight
And give me another try

So to save a life
Come home tonight
And give me another try

©JCB 2012

Johnny Longfellow

You really are a gift
The kind that last for life
The perfect present
My lover, my wife

You must be from heaven
Cause your like an angel
That God's been perfecting
I don't want to change you

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Your like Christmas morning
And snow covers the grown
There's gifts beneath the tree
And my family's around

You take me back
to all my best memories
Its like Christmas morning
When your with me

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I need to count my blessings
And get on my knees
I got everything thing I want
Your everything I need

An example of devotion
You changed my life
Your my Juliet
My lover, my wife

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Your like Christmas morning
And snow covers the grown
There's gifts beneath the tree
And my family's around

You take me back
to all my best memories
Its like Christmas morning
When your with me


©JCB 2012

Johnny Longfellow

your so easy to please
But you need love to set you free
It's what completes you
It's your hearts necessity

Call me when your in need
And I'll be there for you
I won't run away
I'll prove that my love's true

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You need love
And I love you
So if that's what you need
That's what I'm going to do

I'm a slave to you
At your command
If its love that you need
I'll be your loving man

So take my hand
I'll be your loving man

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You innocent and pure
Just like a newborn child
I'll cater to you
I'll be here a while

To much broken heart
Has veered you of the road
Now I'll take the weight
I'll carry your load

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You need love
And I love you
So if that's what you need
That's what I'm going to do

I'm a slave to you
At your command
If loves what you need
I'll be your loving man

So take my hand
I'll be your loving man

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You were there when I needed
You took care of me
Always solid as a rock
Now it's time for me to be

If it's my attention
That's your demand
I'll be undivided
I'll be your loving man

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You need love
And I love you
So if that's what you need
That's what I'm going to do

I'm a slave to you
At your command
If loves what you need
I'll be your loving man

So take my hand
I'll be your loving man

©JCB 2012

Johnny Longfellow

sometimes you got feel the pain
To enjoy the pleasure
You got to stand out in the rain
To enjoy beautiful weather
how much more weight can I sustain
I want to be light as a feather
I'm feel like I'm going insane
I just want to be together

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I'm down so low as the pain grows
I feel like I'm dying inside
My poisoned thinking has got me sinking
When will this pain subside

I shoulda never lied, need you to survive
Please give me one more try
Cause I miss you and now my hearts true
I feel like I'm dying inside

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You've been away for too long
Without you I can't see
It's been so hard on my own
need you here with me
I know that I've done so wrong
Forgiveness will set me free
I want you to come back home
How long will it be

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I'm down so low and as the pain grows
I feel like I'm dying inside
My poisoned thinking has got me sinking
When will the pain subside
I shoulda never lied, need you to survive
Please give me one more try
Cause I miss you and now my hearts true
I feel like I'm dying inside

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I'm dying, I'm dying
I'm withering away
I'm trying, I'm trying
what else can I say

I'm flying, I'm flying
You came back today
No lying, no lying
I need you to stay

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Back on track, now that your back
No more dying inside
Life feels good, I knew it would
No more asking why
I think I can fly, I'm up so high
Now I'm gonna thrive
Now your home, I'm not alone
No more dying inside