1. When I was around 11-12 I visited the Nintendo Nsider Forums to discuss Nintendo. I was obsessed.
2. It cloes down last year I think.
3.The shift key on my laptop is missing
4.Sometimes my skin becomes very numb and I can't feel anything, for instance when i try to scratch myself I feel nothing
5. I am in the the highest english class you can be in my grade yet am in the 3rd lowest math class available in my school.
6. Math is close to impossible for me due to the way it is taught and my vision.
7. What am I talking about when I refer to my vision? I am blind in one eye and have half vision in my other.
8. When people ask me what it's like being blind blind in regards to wha I see out of my left eye they have a hard tiem processing it.
9.I see nothing, I don't see black nor do I see what it looks like when you close your eyes. I don't know how else to explain rather than to think of me as a cyclopes.
9. I look completely normal though.
10.Clipping my nails is a huge pain in the ass for me due to having no depth perception.
11.I have a higher tolerance to alcohol than most people due to me being under Anastassia more than 100 times.
12. I don't drink now and i'm not planning to in high school.
13. Who knows? maybe I will, like I said I just don't plan to.
14.I hate it when people put song lyrics as there facebook status
15. It seems like the only thing people listen to around where I live is ****ty pop-punk music.
16. I've never kissed a girl.
17. I still have many friends, including friends who are girls. I am very shy when it comes to that kind of stuff.
18. Yet me and my friends always talk about it.
19. At this point in time life would be boring without school.
20.I use being blidn in one eye to my advantage and as a crutch
21. If someone where to get in a fight with me they would be the most hated kid in the school.
22. I see most people in my school seeing me as being oblivious and happy go lucky. I don't blame them, I come off as that I guess, sometimes purposely.
23. I don't know why i do it purposely.
24.I have found so much more music than what I used to listen to off of this site it's not even funny. I'm also a lot more educated.
25.I want to put something here at number 25 but I'm afraid that someone I know will read it. I don't know why.

1. My worst fear is failure.

2. I had a huge crush on my childhood friend, but she moved before I could say anything to her.

3. I constantly analyze people, not quite sure why.

4. I work at a restauraunt, hate it, but I love the people.

5. I know a good majority about music.

6. I'm gonna be a History major, but I'd rather not.

7. I wish I didn't have to go to college.

8. I'm an avid reader.

9. I use to love watching Anime, but stopped when I was like 14.

10. I get really jealous of my best friend, because he's never had any hardships in his life so he doesn;t know what its like.

11. I love to "Air Drum"

12. I tried out for high school basketball three times, never made it.

13. I feel I'll neve be able to get into a solid relationship.

14. I have no problem just being alone.

15. I'm named after Kyle Reese from "Terminator"

16. I actually really enjoy golf.

17. I have no door for my room.

18. I want to bungee jump, sky dive, and BASE jump before I die.

19. I actually have an extreme fear of heights though...

20. I'm an atheist

21. I have this huge crush on this chick who is a religious nut

22. Fight Club is my favorite movie

23. I've never been to a concert.

24. I'm socially awkward and often push people away

25. I hate people who don't know what the difference between irony and coincidence.

i'll do another one

1. i journal in a moleskin because i love hemingway
2. there is nothing as beautiful as the cathedral of junk
3. i'm eating these chips made out of peas that resemble cheetos
4. the fear and loathing party is where i'll be next tuesday
5. sometimes i get so sleepy my whole body will hurt
6. today i spent the day with my old best friend sara
7. we had a big fallin out about a year ago
8. i dont know why i used to love trippin daisy so much
9. sometimes i feel like i'm havin a heart attack and i have to convince myself i'm not goin to die
10. i'm stoppin at ten because i cant think of anything else

1. I had to move back into my parents' house this week after years of being away.
2. I attend jazz night almost every Wednesday.
3. I wish I had the guts to get up on stage to cover "Summertime" (Sam Cooke's version) when the band asks for singers.
4. I've recently realize I have commitment issues.
5. Sometimes, I feel like I think too highly of myself.
6. I like masturbating to amateur porn.
7. I leave random notes in public, hoping it would intrigue someone or make them smile.
8. I'm a closet mayo-freak.
9. My guts have been ****ed up all night and I must have farted a dozen times at jazz night.
10. I get jealous very easy.
11. I would have sex with Kurt Vonnegut Jr.'s dead body.
12. I've too many scars on my body to even count.
13. I have an obsession with full bottom lips.
14. I listen to Richard Marx.
15. One of my favorite guilty things to do is drive and listen to tunes.
16. I judge everyone.
17. I long for positive attention from my father.
18. I'm addicted to the internet.
19. Pickles, cheese and crackers are my ****.
20. I text like a tool.
21. I think 25 facts is a bit much. You make up the last four.

Too much information about me:
1. I'm about to start some stupid LVN program so I can support myself through college.
2. I always said I'd move out when I was 18. I did once with $600 and then moved back.
3. Yes, I do still live with mommy.
4. I live right by the Mojave Desert and it motherfucking blows.
5. I used to be an extremely anxious person. Now I'm a thrill seeker. (4 years diff)
6. I just worked through some hardcore shame recently and am glad to be free of it.
7. I have been an atheist for as long as I can remember, until almost a year ago.
8. I picked up a small drug problem around 13. Nov 17th is my one year sobriety date.
9. I had a rough time growing up and am just getting over those resentments.
10. I had no good music until I joined MB and I love this boring site.
11. I have respect for all living things.
12. I am responsible for the torture and murder of many animals through buying meat. I have no intentions yet to be vegetation.
13. I have a girlfriend who I've been dating for over 2 years straight. She's about as rad as they come.
14. My girlfriend and have basically grown-up together.
15. I've been in two mental institutions but only one rehab.
16. I smoke a lot still and will not give it up even if I am broke and it's $3.00 for the cheapest pack only at the far away smoke shops.
17. I'm said to be an intense person and am full heartily working on that.
18. Intensity is starting to piss me off and I wish my girlfriend would help a little with this for Christ sake.
19. My cat is really whinny and when he gets me to pet him I feel like his bitch.
20. I'm good at understanding emotions and putting myself in others shoes.
21. Ironically I'm terrible at feeling them.
22. I've been a straight-up perfectionist almost all my life and it has been terrible.
23. I'm in A.A, my girl friend is in Al-anon, and my sponsor is kick ass.
24. Sometimes wondering what's after life makes me want to kill myself just to see. I try my best not to. =)
25. I'd feel better right now if I was shitfaced.

I like reading through these, makes me feel more like a human being.

This, for certs. I'll always try to help work out my friends delimmas if they have any or need someone, but secretly I'm completely apathetic to most everyone else’s problems. It kind of bothers me sometimes how little I care about issues other people can't seem to shake off.

Well to be blunt for me I'm just really good at intellectualizing emotion. Human emotions are to me like a really soft science, and having a good hold on understanding emotion I of course want myself to be empathetic and understanding. Usually I try my best to sincerely look at how others feel, but it isn't easy. Like somehow I'm running from my own emotions, like I am dissociated from them somehow. Which wouldn't surprise me, I've spent a good deal of my life running from emotion and ended-up rotating around people, relationships, drugs, thrills, distraction, certain styles of thinking, the list goes on at infinitum!

It's hard to explain, because I do feel. In fact I operate mostly in intensity, a habit which I am currently succeeding (in baby steps) at breaking. Also I've been through some heavy emotion before... but recently I feel more disconnected I guess. Maybe a bit apathetic like you described.

On the other hand I also have a nasty habit on thinking I'm having problems I don't, in fact I spent a good half of my young life looking for what disorders I had so i could fix myself! So maybe I'm just talking out of my ass about some weird trip I'm going on which has no grounding in reality what-so-ever. Yeah I'm sort of a space-cadet.

In any case, what are we supposed to even think or feel most of the time? Who says what normal is, are we as humans expected to feel empathy for everything which happens to others or is that just society's idea of right vs wrong? Honestly if I spent the time it takes to think about pointless stuff like this doing homework I probably would be a much more happy person!

I can relate to what you were saying, but if I were you I wouldn't worry about anything that isn't obviously affecting your life. If it isn't as noticeable as having a flu I wouldn't pay attention to it. As for me, I'm probably just going through some transitional period in my life and am feeling a bit "off".

This. Many times over.

1. I'm predicted to get all A*'s for my GCSEs.
2. I hate that because it feels like I have a lot to live up to.
3. I am an atheist, though I do worship various online joke religions in order to have something to believe in.
4. I am a long-time comics collector (principally DC).
5. I first got a serious interest in music about three years ago.
6. I have lived in the Netherlands, China and the U.S.A. before moving to Malaysia.
7. I play the guitar. Horribly, mind you.
8. I love to play old video games. I've got five emulators on my laptop.
9. I have no fashion sense (typical outfit; tie-dye shirt, blazer, tie, camo pants, hiking boots).
10. I'm not good at working out what people are thinking.
11. Plan 9 From Outer Space is my favourite movie of all time. It's so... unintentionally funny.
12. I have a love for camp, as you can see for my choice of favourite movie.
13. Other movies I like are Killer Klowns From Outer Space, Toxic Avenger, Troll 2, Slumber Party Massacre, Crocodile 2: Death Swamp, Poultrygeist, Santa Claus Conquers the Martians and Jesus Christ Vampire Hunter.
14. I have a "laptop case of holding". It has EVERYTHING in it, including four spoons and a charger for an iPod I don't own.
15. Think Geek is my favourite company EVAR. I have a lot of their stuff, including a spy camera key fob, and I always remember to have some bacon salt.
16. My favourite food is pizza with whatever I have to hand on top.
17. I subscribe to many webcomics. Order of the Stick is the best.
18. I once slept through an earthquake which made a painting fall on top of me.
19. I ran out of things to say a while ago, so I'm giving up.

1) Because of my age I have this inherent belief that I am superior to many people yet I am as messed up as the rest of you
2) I want to have another child- a daughter and I feel emotionally ready for another bout of fatherhood but it's just not going to happen in my present situation.
3) I try to put off reading what I posted on MB the night before as I'm worried that I made an ass of myself.
4) After a cup of coffee and sunlight I get a grip and don't give a toss what I posted on MB the night before.
5) My online persona is much nicer than my character in the real world which bugs me but I just can't bring myself to really let go on MB and say what I think sometimes.
6) I find Brian Molko from Placebo attractive.
7) I constantly delete albums from my HD in search of the 'perfect' collection knowing that I may just have not been in the mood for a certain sound that day.
8) Hate the fact that I am so reliant on MB to get me through the day.
9) I refuse to wear gloves even in the coldest weather and I have never owned an umbrella.
10) Find every other child apart from my own a pain in the arse.
11) Dislike cars and everything to do with them. You can stick your brake horsepower and 0-60 where the sun doesn't shine. Just because a car can do 200 MPH means shit to me. There is a speed limit over here so it's academic how fast you car can go.
12) I think that most of Jean Claude Van Damme's films are awful but I cannot help but like them.
13) I align the spines of my DVD'S perfectly and have to remove every sticker from the cases.
14) I make the best roast potatoes known to man and always stick to the same method when making them.
15) I have to brush my teeth twice a day even if I can't remember cleaning them at 2 A.M yet I only ever wash my face in the shower.
16) Very, very rarely get ill and revel in the fact knowing that it will one day bite me in the ass.
17) I am not scared of snails or worms but they literally turn my stomach if I see them, even on T.V.
18) I can grind my teeth in my sleep but cannot do it on an everyday basis at all.
19) I can drink ten cans of beer without burping but just a sip of a soda makes me burp immediately.
20) I always look into peoples eyes when they talk to me and get offended when that is not reciprocated.
21) Dislike what my country has become yet I will always defend it to the last.
22) Hate talking on the phone to anyone and regularly wing it.
23) I have never once lost any personal items when drunk even if I cannot remember the last 3 hours.
24) I have to drink my beer from a glass and not the can.
25) Nope I don't have a 25th answer.

i really like how honest people are with these things. i really find music-obsessed people have some sort of common thread running through them (albeit one i can't really put my finger on...but it shows in threads like this).

1) I am living with my parents again after 6 years of living on my own.
2) I have a degree in genetics but due to my circumstances am working at a liquor store.
3) I have both a superiority complex and an inferiority complex at the same time and both sides are constantly at war with each other.
4) I am excellent at giving advice that I don't follow.
5) I've only had one serious relationship.
6) I turned into a bonafide pothead while in college (I use the excuse it was because of the stress).
7) Said potheadness turned me into a recluse that only wanted to smoke, listen to music, and watch tv while being quite a bitter person in the outside world.
8) As you might have guessed, this ruined a beautiful 5 year relationship with a girl that I find incredibly hard to get over 2 years after the fact.
9) Though I still enjoy a good toke now and then it in no way consumes me like it did.
10) As depressed as I got over the whole thing, I still feel like I learned a lot about myself and feel like I can control myself before something like that happens again.
11) My first impressions of people have turned out to be right 99% of the time.
12) I can read people's emotions to the t and as a result act as a therapist to all of my friends as well as warning people of someone's intentions (they never listen...and, as I said, I end up being right).
13) I wish they would act as my therapist sometimes.
14) I have seen nearly all of Southeast Asia and a large chunk of Europe.
15) I long to move back to Asia.
16) My favorite meal is stingray, satay, and a nice big glass of Tiger beer.
17) I wish the rest of my life could consist of nothing but traveling and finding new music.
18) I have always wanted to be in a band, but somehow it has never worked out. It is still a life goal of mine, even if it takes until I am middle aged and playing in an old guys cover band.
19) I am amazing at arguing and no matter what the argument and even if I am in the wrong, you will feel like the guilty one. Not that that is my intention, it is just my instinct. My brother hates this.
20) I am probably one of the few people involved in hard science that believes in ghosts.
21) I hate any social event where I can't hear who I am talking to over the music. I go to these events to meet people...and I can't do that if I can't hear them.
22) I am a cat person.
23) I have an intense collection of band t-shirts.
24) I am seriously struggling at more facts now...
25) Thanks for reading this far, I guess...

This is me spot on. I ALWAYS look people in the eye when they're talking to me and don't understand why most don't feel the need to return the favor. It's a nice way of showing you're paying attention, even if you're bored out of your mind. Why be rude about it?

i give some people some slack because it is actually considered a sign of disrespect in some cultures to look someone directly in the eyes..until you know them better at least.

for me it is the handshake. if you are going to bother giving a handshake, why give one of those lame ass limp wrist kind of deals? it throws me off everytime.

Yeah I follow you on the eye contact thing. And I'm not talking about a creepy starin'-em-down kinda thing, just you know, be friendly about it. Don't concentrate on your cell phone or the guy walking by if your having a convo with someone.

Speaking of the limp wrist handshake...now that is kinda creepy...

I never was able to look at people in the eye, it just intimidates me. Though I try my best, as I notice how I'm avoiding eye contact, but I was never able to do so. Unless I'm very relaxed with the person, mostly my few friends... but I'm getting a bit better, I think.

I truly understand this and can relate to it. I guess this is why the eye thing bothers me so much now. Because at the time of my life when I was shy and found it extremely hard to talk to people, I was crushed when I would finally open up to them, only to have them look away while I was talking.

I suppose the real issue isn't them not making eye contact, but rather making it obvious that they aren't paying attention to the conversation at hand. And I just think eye contact is a good way to make a person feel that you are engaged in the convo. Know whadamean?

I need to write a new one.
I was disgustingly depressing when I first joined. xD

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Yeah, that's why I try to look at their face at least, instead of just looking away. Sometimes I do, and it keeps annoying me the whole day, feeling that I may have bothered that other person.
However, one month ago, one of our teachers was speaking to me and I held eye contact, though it usually freaks me out when a teacher is making eye-contact with me during his lecture. I felt really proud of myself.

I guess what always annoyed me, is the double-standard that school teachers keep regard the whole eye contact thing. Like if they're shouting at you and you're looking in their eyes they'd snap a "Look at the floor when I'm talking to you!". But if we're looking at the floor they'd snap even more with "Look at me when I'm talking to you!".
... so usually when I'd look at them I'd just burst in laughter, cause their deformed angry face always seemed surreal.

Off my medication, I really cannot hold a conversation with a person if I'm looking at them, I have to be doing something with my hands to take in the conversation, otherwise I space the **** out. Everyone thinks I'm being rude but I'm really actually trying to listen!

I think you'd hate me in real life. I just get all awkward when there's some hugging or a shake... unless I'm drunk. Life would be so much easier if I was able to hug.

This is so right I want to give you a very sincere hug.


Limp handshakes are disgusting, they make me want to barf.

I don't know about limp handshakes.
I know if I hake hands with a guy and it's limp, I'll be automatcally turned-off.
But I love hugs.
I love them.

I'm a horrible hugger just cause I'm sorta taller than alot of people. I never initiate hugs, but when someone tries to hug...for some reason...I always do this weird half-bend half-squat at the same time. I think it must look really stupid.

How tall are you?

almost 6'5". Which isn't ridiculously tall or anything. It's just like with short girls and my grandma's and stuff, where it probably looks really dumb.

Hugs are the best.

How old are you?! xD
Tall guys are so hard to find. T.T
And that's pretty ridiculously tall. Haha.

Agreed.
You're not too far.
I'm gonna go hug yew.

Sweet.

Well it's pretty late now, and my brother has some friends over. Maybe tomorrow.

Okay deal.

0_0

Probably too old. I'm 25.

I donno, my best friend through high school was 6'8". THATS tall. Maybe that's why I don't think 6'5" is that great.

That's okay.
We can date anyway.
Be here in 5.

Okay, just don't try to hug me. I'm serious!

LOL.
I'm not short.

well you did see him first :(. damn.

Hahaha, Kay.
We'll share.
=P

I dated someone who was 6'5" before

dumb idea.

I hope not at once!

Yeah 6'5" is like tiny :rolleyes:

I'm not sure exactly how much 6'5'' is but if this metric calculator is right, I'm 6'3'' (1.90 meters) and people constantly comment on how tall I am. I guess the added factor is that I'm skinny so it makes me look even taller? Anyhow, I never considered myself freakishly tall, but 6'5'' would be around 2 meters I believe which is definitely the international giant demarcation line.

Anyhoo, don't feel like doing another one so just quick thoughts about some things.
I totally understand the phone thing, I can only handle a phone conversation with people I'm very intimate with (like my siblings), but a conversation with other people causes severe stress, even with people I've known for years. I'm not a very good conversationalist and I cannot stand the awkward silences which any sort of lag in the conversation brings about. The silence is deafening and makes me sweat profusely. I've made that clear to most people I hang out with and communicate whatever needs to be communicated with text messages except this one friend who continues to traumatize me every time she calls me on the phone on special occasions like Christmas and birthdays. *shudders*

Second thing is the handshake. Absolutely cannot stand the limp handshake but equally loathe the overzealous firm handshake which some assholes tend to utilize as some sort of caveman gesture of establishing power and dominance. You absolutely can tell a lot about people from a handshake and I try to stay away from both.