You're joking right? I came down like the fucking wrath of God on this hoe, he's probably still crying over the shit I said and honestly I feel great for it.

I wanted him to finally acknowledge the horrible shit he did to me, and he interpreted it as me wanting to get back with him (lmao) but truthfully I was wondering if I were delusional about thinking he was the awful one and my paranoia was fucking me up and messing up my current thing and I told him so, he came at me like

"Why do you get to move on!??!?!?!"

And I'm like, fuck it, this hoe is going down so I said all the nastiest things you could ever say to someone, especially if you know where their weak spots are. Truthfully I pick up on everyone's insecurities and I went full domme on him so to speak. Like, how fucking dare you tell me I don't deserve the happiness I found? I left someone I loved for him, the piece of shit. He has the fucking gall to tell me how he wants to kill himself and all this **** and I'm like that's what you said last time you were trying to get me back I ain't fallin' for it this time I don't even like you son get the fuck outta my face . Like, he tells me how he was crying for three months everyday after I left, dude like i care? I almost fucking drank myself to death living with him, he fucked up my entire life and no, I don't feel sorry for anything I said. I mean I have never ever wanted to murder someone in my life but god I would gleefully strangle the cunt.

So that means your single? :dj: Yeah baby. :yeah:

No, I'm collared so to speak

So sick of people telling me how softly spoken I am. It feels like no one can hear me unless I'm yelling. Either that or pitch my voice higher which feels stupid but works. Are people just deaf to my frequency?

I hear you. My thing is that I don't really move my face to express emotions all that often when I'm not around people I'm comfortable with, so people are always asking me what's wrong, and I'm always telling them, "Nothing. This is just how my face is."

Yeah I get that too. The other one I get from people I don't know is "You don't talk much do you?" It's like I'm barely suppressing a panic attack but thank you for making me even more uncomfortable.

I feel both y'all, I have a really monotone way of speaking (bitch voice) so people always think I'm being sarcastic when I say things, but it's just how I talk

I see what you did there.

Totally. It's why I don't like being around most people. I always feel like I have to justify my being in someone else's presence at all times by doing or saying something interesting, and I usually come up with nothing, so I just end up dreading the moment when they eventually lose interest in me. Pointing out that I have nothing to say just makes this irrational fear feel justified.

Hey slap it homie :)

God, people suck... especially me LOL.