The Confessional Thread

[Mondo Bungle]

nah

[Zhanteimi]

A good woman helped me sort through all the shit.

[Blank.]

Originally Posted by mordwyr

A good woman helped me sort through all the shit.

How Do You tell the good ones from the whores. They're starting to blend together.

[The Batlord]

Originally Posted by Mondo Bungle

I dunno why I torture myself when it comes to communicating with my friends. They have their lives and if I'm not close enough then I should let that be. I bet people find me insufferable when I try so hard to get any acknowledgment. It's not gonna happen and since I dunno why, it's just another stab to my self esteem, every time. The fact that I receive none at all really brings me down, no matter what I say, it's a guarantee. Then I start to feel like I don't even get the satisfaction of someone telling me they don't want to talk to me. Passed over completely, with anything I say or ask. Like "sup bro we haven't talked in months, how's it going", nothing. "generic question", nothing. "Hey I've been thinking about jumping off a tall building, yay or nay?", nothing.

And surely it is so simple, and so trivial and lame. Just the fact that I can't get anything at all leads me to conclude all these negative things. I'll just never learn my lesson. I try too hard and it brings me lower and lower all the time. I really need to find a way to stay occupied asap, and give it a rest.

to be totally honest, for a long time, like since starting elementary school, I lived with this feeling that I'm not cut out for companionship. Friends would come and go but at the end of the day I would always feel like that's not for me.


disclaimer: Every single thing I just said here is completely irrational

If you're gonna make black metal then misanthropy is important. You're on your way, kid.

[Zhanteimi]

Originally Posted by 1blankmind

How Do You tell the good ones from the whores. They're starting to blend together.

Marry a virgin like I did. Guaranteed non-whore.

[Frownland]

Slutty chicks can be good women too. Why do you think so many people want them?

[Blank.]

Originally Posted by mordwyr

Marry a virgin like I did. Guaranteed non-whore.

Well, the logic is sound.

[Black Francis]

I favor whores over virgins.

I'd take me awhile to train a virgin to be as freaky as me.

[Mondo Bungle]

Originally Posted by The Batlord

If you're gonna make black metal then misanthropy is important. You're on your way, kid.

why do you think I'm such a musical genius

cuz my life is terrible

[Zhanteimi]

Originally Posted by Black Francis

I'd take me awhile to train a virgin to be as freaky as me.

But it'd be worth the effort, because in the end you'd have your own personal slut who's slutty and freaky just for you...and just the way you like it.