Originally Posted by Eleonoora

I think I'm weird, but I act like I was normal. I was a crazy child: I was very out-going, but had not much social skills. I had a different sense of humor and a different way to think. I was full of crazy ideas which only my best friend wanted to create with me.
At secondary school I had very low self-esteem. I suddenly noted that no one liked me as I was, especially boys. I imitated the behavior of popular girls and shopped same kind clothes as them. I got higher in the social hierarchy, got new friends, and many boys liked me.
I became shy. My self-esteem is higher now, but shyness is my problem. I'm still different inside: I think more critically than another people of my age and I'm interested about different things than others: art, philosophy, communal things...

Haha, I accidentally told my memoir here. I'm finnish and you maybe notice it from my spelling, you can always correct my mistakes.