Chiomara

Yes, that's true; the absurd cost is why I decided against going to a university. Even idiotic 20-year-old me knew that I couldn't have been trusted to wisely choose a career path, anyway. I probably would have become a puppeteer or something.

I just want to have a tiny farm by the sea :c

The Batlord

Basically this but without the creepy puppets. I'd have thrown, and would still probably throw, thousands of dollars into the toilet by going to a university, flunking out, and then pretending that it was because of partying that I never actually did.

And I just want to spend my days drinking, getting high, and fishing on a tropical island with no ******* tourists.

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Lucem Ferre

TFW you do drugs to escape your problems but you end up sitting alone the whole time consumed in thought of your problems.

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Chula Vista

TFW all you ate yesterday was a slice of pizza and 3 oreos and all you've had today is a 160 calorie protien shake. And I'm not hungry. Sure feel like crap though. I've gone back to just the 50mg dose of zoloft. Too many side effects with 100mg (loss of appetite, light headedness, super sensitivity to sunlight, and major fatigue).

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“The fact that we live at the bottom of a deep gravity well,
on the surface of a gas covered planet going around a nuclear fireball 90 million miles away
and think this to be normal is obviously some indication of how skewed our perspective tends to be.”

Lucem Ferre

Bitch please. I've gone two weeks straight with out eating on manic depression and did a twitch stream with Batlord on self loathing and starvation.

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Chula Vista

Had to look it up.

Bitch, two years ago I was around 168 on average. This morning I was 139. And I'm 5'-9".

Just went out and bought some Gatorade, V8 juice, and Carnation Instant Breakfast. **** you anorexia.

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“The fact that we live at the bottom of a deep gravity well,
on the surface of a gas covered planet going around a nuclear fireball 90 million miles away
and think this to be normal is obviously some indication of how skewed our perspective tends to be.”

The Batlord

You complain now, but you'll be singing a different tune when you can fit in your wedding dress.

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Blank.

Is this because of your situation? Because when I'm depressed I'm like, "where's the buffet line? Daddy's hungry."

Lucem Ferre

Please, at 16 I was starving so much that people thought I was on meth. I had three shirts, two pairs of pants and slept on a cat piss stained floor with no blanket in the middle of the winter with the window open. I don't know how much I weighed, because I didn't have a scale. Only thing I really had to my name was a copy of fruity loops a few note pads and a dream. None of that worked out for me so far, but goddammit I still keep working at it. All with everybody around me telling me that I'm a piece of ****, worthless and will die alone. Ahhh man, those were the days. To be young.

Edit: Actually, I don't think this is a competition I want to win.

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Chiomara

SSRIs are the worst. I wonder if adding a low-dose benzo (if you don't have one already) could help somewhat in balancing out the effects?

Also does anyone else oscillate wildly between not eating and being ravenously hungry 24/7 or is that just me?