I have a tendency to blame myself for things that are completely beyond my control and constantly beat myself up over them.

Weird, most of my scars are on my face (car accident, weight lifting accident) and my right hand (punching stuff).

Spill it dude.

I stole a lot of my grandmother's medication and overdosed on Xanax and Vicoden in high school. My friend and I had to be resuscitated and the doctors said I'm now highly susceptible to liver failure.

same.

there are things that happened YEARS ago that I'm still sort of upset about.

Deciding to fight a dude who was inches taller, years older, and many pounds heavier.

I lost but he bled more.

Not really a consolation in the end. I ached for many days afterwards.

Falling out of a trailer onto my knees not one but two times. It's stupid because it just is.

Details Ki!

I was working in one of my trailers and I was sweeping some trash into a circular trash bin that moves on wheels. I thought it'd be smart to push down the trash with my foot since the trailer is elevated off the ground by a few feet. As you can probably imagine, the trash can started to move around due to it being on wheels, and the trash bin slips away, I jump, and land on my knees. Than I get back into the trailer and fall out again.

Kinda funny and made me think of this.

I won't lie, it may have been stupid, but man I love talking about it. It's hilarious to me that I never thought for a second that maybe a garbage can on wheels will move around.