i have no idea what mudslides, excedrin or nyquil are but thanks for the suggestions, the first two sound like they would be worth a try.....
my siblings can drink me under the table....damn them! they don't have problems with alcohol, or the fact that it just has an awful taste, any alcohol......all i can think of is drinkin it with something strong enough to hide the horrible taste, like lemonade.....
i wish that grass didn't put you down but rather lift you up, that would be perfect, smoke a spliff and go out.....but alas, it is not to be....

let's balance things out, i get the feeling i was describing my life as picture perfect,
today, after a very usual morning of doing nothin at my family's firm, i went back to work after lunch to find everybody in a dead silence, this usually means something's happened, something serious, so i asked my sister what's going on, it seems my brother and his wife had a big fight, i'm not sure what about, i think she was giving him some shit about being late for lunch and tired as he was working like a son of a bitch all day and being ,one might call it a temperament person, he lost it and shouted back, it seems that his wife threatened to divorce him and take the kid upon which he threatened to kill her and then himself if she ever did that, i don't know how serious he was but shit can happen when tempers are flaring, she was trying to leave the apartment and take the kid with her but he wouldn't let the kid go with her so she threatened to call the cops and called my oldest sister to do something, she always gets in the middle of all the shit that happens in my family,i feel bad for her....she told me that that sort of thing happens at least once a year....anyways that turned my stomach upside down, all i could think about was that Lucia ( their kid ) was up there scared shitless ( like i was many times ) and her mother wouldn't listen to my sister and let her leave the apartment so she doesn't have to listen to them ( her words were " my daughter needs to hear this!"..how utterly selfish of her, of them...)..they both have very unstable tempers and she had huge fights with almost everyone in my family except me, i think she's bipolar or something because she seems very nice, but then again i never saw the other side of her.....anyways a couple of hours later they came back down all squared up....i guess they worked it out......maybe that's why i've been a bit too chirpy tonight .....i hate the fact that my niece is growing up in such an environment, after all the talk we had about how we're never gonna do the same thing to our kids as our father has done to us.....
reality bites......

dude adidasss, that sucks. Adults will fight on occasion, i dont think there is a way around that, but ya, i agree with you about the kid being there to witness it. Shouldnt happend. My day, not so exciting. Although I did just book reservations for me and my wife to spend next weekend in Las Vegas...woohoo!!!!

Good to see you having fun tonight adidasss...after all that shit :)

yeah, i tend to get a bit hyper after the storm....

An average day
 

well, my day began at 4:40 am, my son and I played and cuddled for a couple hours, did his breakfast, decided to take our dog Bugz, to the park, so I had to wake my older daughter to come..( not an easy task) but an hour later under protest she jumped in the van..did the park deal, went home swam and had friends over and ate lunch, came iin did the dinner thing, my daughter is overnight at Grams, my son crashed at 5:40 pm I showered and am having drinks reading and writing to you fine folks..Tomarrow may vary a tad, due to my P/t job at night some times..

sorry for disrespecting you earlier dude, you seemed like a lost kid....

I accept your apology..
 

I am a chic though..no offense, ya can't realy tell, unless of course you could see me.

oh sorry again, your post was funny tho...:)

this is gonna turn into a rant fairly quickly so be prepared.

well about 10 minutes ago i just got my head chewed off by my mom. she finally got around to uploading the pics from my camera and came across the pics of my sis and matt all hanging on each other and yelled at me. she told me i was the responsible adult. which makes absolutely no sense since shes always calling me a kid and now when something happens im all of a sudden the adult. she said i was in charge of her and blah blah blah which is true but its not like they were making out or anything they were just hanging on each other which i guess is pretty bad to my mom. so i got yelled at when i didnt even do anything. needless to say im in a not so good mood and am listening to angry/depressed songs to let my rage out. rant done.

Today (august 10th)

I got up, went to the park to walk my dog with ma and J (my brother) saw my ex boyfriend, Tyler, there with his friend Alex, we talked for a while, think we're back together now, we blew kisses to eachother, lol. (Before you freak out....HES 12!) Talked about family guy. Then we went to cash moms check, then we went to the store, got food, I drank a 2 liter of cola in between all that, and some grapes, then we went home, I swam for an hour before my heartburn caught up to me (what witht he cola and grapes, acidic, not good...) Now im typing this.

Later tonight, Ill being looking at Simon pics, calling my friends and inviting them to my party on the 27th, going in my room and watching some movies/tv. Then Ill go to sleep listening to Glenn Miller and hugging my Simon book. (My own handmade simon book.)

Becasue I dont think its wrong.

I`m guessing she`s Simon Cowell`s P.A. pretending to be 11

LMFAO I wish.

Of all the infatuation opputunities for 11 yr. olds out there, GOD!!!!!! go ask yer' ma for some cash for a Nsync album or something!!!!! What's next, the William H. Macy scrapbook!!!!!!!!

i hate nysnc, much prefer Glenn Miller.

whot the hell is will macy?

Just another random famous old guy like Simon Cowell.

ohhhhhhh. can i have a pic?

You can Google til' the cows come home, lass.

My sister`s met him

She says he`s very nice

How did she meet him?

*googles him*

0o0o, he's the guy in all those movies...hes ass ugly.

She went up to him & said hello

I don't see Simon winning any beauty pageants. Ol' Will is a fine actor, which means he's nowhere near the total waste of precious oxygen that the "Cowell Boy" is. Face it, nobody likes a critic, not even a critic with a million pound box.

I do! I see him wining laods of pagents.

DIdnt say Will was a bad actor, hes a real good one..

Oh cool, where though? At like a premier or something?

sigh. perfect ending to a perfect day.

the supposed plans i had with my friend on the weekend were shot when i found out that she had to go to jersey on saturday. which, in my insecure mind, made me feel like she didnt have time for me and didnt wanna hang out with little stupid amanda when miss grown up michelle whos going away to college soon has better things to do than hang out with a naive 15 year old. so i was pretty upset over it and was sulking as usual and no matter how much she tried to cheer me up it didnt help. so i have been in a depressed mood since i got home and unfortunatly, have done something that i didnt expect or want myself to do. so now im even more upset. what a crappy day.

sworry bout yer friend. Her loss, dont let her ruin your day.

the thing is, she didnt do anything wrong. this is just me and my crappy self esteem creating my own misery. so i basically made her feel "bad" about it-which i know is bs-for nothing. and now because of my stupidity i have a gaping line in my leg. thatll look great in a swimsuit. sigh. seriously, what a bad day.

0o0o, dont cut her self. That bad bad bad ting to do..

pssh. tell me something i dont know.

awww, im gunna die for this, but *huggles to you*

dude...huggle? really?

yes. lol.

it's torture

gonna get crunk here shortly.

my day? was shit. im out in idaho (gag) helping my brother watch his two little boys. one is 1 and the other is 4. his wife was deployed to guam and he is helpless so i came to give him a hand. today was the worst day. the 4yr old is a sweetheart, normally, but today he was a complete SOB. he woke his little brother up from a nap so i told him he couldnt watch anymore cartoons. he flipped his wig, dug his nails into my leg and slid down it. later, i go online to check my bank account and behold, i accidentally used my check card, instead of my credit card, at the gas station the other day, causing yet another overdraft. the cards are from the same company and look pretty much identical. i grabbed the wrong one. fucking hell. ERRRRRRRRRRRRRGH! and then i came on here only to find that a certain 11 yr old (who is whoring my signature) has been posting pointless crap everywhere, about a certain 40 yr old fuckface, AGAIN..... i just found out that there is no more aspirin in the house. :finger: i need a :beer: anyone want to join me?

Banks suck!!!!!!!! My last bank overdrew my account as a "precaution", because they thought I was going to overdraw my account. Make sense? It didn't to me either, but I basically told them to go fu<k themselves and they restored my balance, but they still suck hairy sweaty BALLS.

BAHHH!!!! i want to torch the bank. they decided to take an extra 10 out of my credit card (which is only $300) and i dont have 10 flippin dollars. i had to call my mom an dbeg her to go put ten in for me.we should make a bank Satch. a not-fecking-retarded bank.

Yeah, Id get to be a greedy bastard after a while though. Itd have to be a big-a$$ mattress we could let folks put there money under. That'd make me happy.

surprisingly ive only brought up the "40 y.o. ****face" 2 or 3 times, its you people who keep bringing him up.